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Michelle Le Meredith May 22 at 1:46pm
I was once naive, happy, over loving... just plainly appreciating the world as it is.. By the surface of things, so beautiful, so loud, so overwhelming, with no hidden meanings..
Till i met this guy, he was all i’d give or die for.[ pretty crazy that time] because i was that happy naive me. My love then was real, too real... yeh we were tooo real as tho a hint of falling would jst knock me and shatter everything. 2 whole years. On and off. But when it was off.. i became tougher and tougher.. Distancing to the girl that i was.. He’d say, where have you been , i miss who you were.. i’d say i cant do this anymore. And we’d die out and try to let go. But we knoe everyday had us in it and it was almost impossible.
What i wanted killed who he became.. what i was made him love to the extent after 4 years hes still craving and stuck, while I evolve selfishly into this cruel emotionless world, hes still stuck babe.. and it fckkkkkkn canes for me to watch him that way. And right ABOUT FCKIN NOW i’d be angry tearn my fckn eyez out and tell the fckin world i wont ask for anything in life cause what i want kills another....And the thing is.. he is only one example out of sooo many...
... the rest of them is too touchy i couldn’t help but to let em burn b4 me. I m where i am today.. and where i am today doubts the world, doubt reality, doubt my self to love anybody... i cant afford to risk other ppl’s well-being any more. I don’t wanna know.. even if its to shut my eyes closed to the idea of givin care, i’d do it forever if everyone is better. I messed what i cared about much from jst being what i could’ve grown out from. The naivety honest love that i had was a cost of another’s will to carry on, i’d rather hide the real dedicative love i have and be judged as the cold mtfk .coz that was i can still care, but the only thing is... they’ll never no..
i want chu to know that .. If i was the naive michelle now.. Mr Sylvester naing... you make me happy.
and if i was the michelle i am now.. i would brain wash my self about the fact that care exist.. and try to not feel the same.. and say all the wrong things.
both ways have the same outcome boo.. what can i do? ...
Till i met this guy, he was all i’d give or die for.[ pretty crazy that time] because i was that happy naive me. My love then was real, too real... yeh we were tooo real as tho a hint of falling would jst knock me and shatter everything. 2 whole years. On and off. But when it was off.. i became tougher and tougher.. Distancing to the girl that i was.. He’d say, where have you been , i miss who you were.. i’d say i cant do this anymore. And we’d die out and try to let go. But we knoe everyday had us in it and it was almost impossible.
What i wanted killed who he became.. what i was made him love to the extent after 4 years hes still craving and stuck, while I evolve selfishly into this cruel emotionless world, hes still stuck babe.. and it fckkkkkkn canes for me to watch him that way. And right ABOUT FCKIN NOW i’d be angry tearn my fckn eyez out and tell the fckin world i wont ask for anything in life cause what i want kills another....And the thing is.. he is only one example out of sooo many...
... the rest of them is too touchy i couldn’t help but to let em burn b4 me. I m where i am today.. and where i am today doubts the world, doubt reality, doubt my self to love anybody... i cant afford to risk other ppl’s well-being any more. I don’t wanna know.. even if its to shut my eyes closed to the idea of givin care, i’d do it forever if everyone is better. I messed what i cared about much from jst being what i could’ve grown out from. The naivety honest love that i had was a cost of another’s will to carry on, i’d rather hide the real dedicative love i have and be judged as the cold mtfk .coz that was i can still care, but the only thing is... they’ll never no..
i want chu to know that .. If i was the naive michelle now.. Mr Sylvester naing... you make me happy.
and if i was the michelle i am now.. i would brain wash my self about the fact that care exist.. and try to not feel the same.. and say all the wrong things.
both ways have the same outcome boo.. what can i do? ...
Sylvester Naing May 22 at 4:21pm
just hearing ur story boo im tearing up right now sighhs :'(
i understand michelle an every u been with just feels the same cause u just want that spark to happen again,
hmm buu can i light that spark for u this once more?
Buu i never wanted to hurt u an make u think about ur past, i feel shitty now an feel like im in the way an middle of this sighhs but its not ur fault bub but yet i wanna make u happy an forget it all an just wanna care for u if it isnt too much for me to ask chu..
if u really know me already u wouldnt be questioning me, but i guess its just the way u are buu an i cant change that but urself..
But i can prove u how much i can offer in this story of mine i wanna
write chu sumday..
Hmm have u ever been used in ur first relationship michelle?
For my first actuall love i felt with my first gf was just like u except i didnt know i was been used all that time, just for popularity an that just made me feel pathetic an i couldnt trust no girl that went out with me for a while an i too asked them questions u asked to them an feel that the girls i go out with these days just use me cause i DJ an know alotta people cause of my so called REP wich isnt true an i too have trust issues but i try to forget an put that behind my bak cause i know ur not like that michelle i dont know why but i trust u even thoe u dont trust me:(
an then when u asked me them same questions i asked to them girls it reminded me of myself an thats why i felt there was sumfyn about u michelle i wanted to know more about not the flirting or the sex just the time we spend together talkn an laughing together thats what i look for:)
well if really make u happy boo just follow ur instinct an ur heart but if sumfyns holding u bak still then i cant do anything but keep tryn cause i care...
Bub am i the only one u told this story about or is this a phase that happens with the past guys u been with buu im just curious?
P.s ur the first girl i brought back home to my parents..
An dont normally just bring any girl back thats all buu..
i understand michelle an every u been with just feels the same cause u just want that spark to happen again,
hmm buu can i light that spark for u this once more?
Buu i never wanted to hurt u an make u think about ur past, i feel shitty now an feel like im in the way an middle of this sighhs but its not ur fault bub but yet i wanna make u happy an forget it all an just wanna care for u if it isnt too much for me to ask chu..
if u really know me already u wouldnt be questioning me, but i guess its just the way u are buu an i cant change that but urself..
But i can prove u how much i can offer in this story of mine i wanna
write chu sumday..
Hmm have u ever been used in ur first relationship michelle?
For my first actuall love i felt with my first gf was just like u except i didnt know i was been used all that time, just for popularity an that just made me feel pathetic an i couldnt trust no girl that went out with me for a while an i too asked them questions u asked to them an feel that the girls i go out with these days just use me cause i DJ an know alotta people cause of my so called REP wich isnt true an i too have trust issues but i try to forget an put that behind my bak cause i know ur not like that michelle i dont know why but i trust u even thoe u dont trust me:(
an then when u asked me them same questions i asked to them girls it reminded me of myself an thats why i felt there was sumfyn about u michelle i wanted to know more about not the flirting or the sex just the time we spend together talkn an laughing together thats what i look for:)
well if really make u happy boo just follow ur instinct an ur heart but if sumfyns holding u bak still then i cant do anything but keep tryn cause i care...
Bub am i the only one u told this story about or is this a phase that happens with the past guys u been with buu im just curious?
P.s ur the first girl i brought back home to my parents..
An dont normally just bring any girl back thats all buu..
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Sylvester Naing May 22 at 4:37pm
if it makes u any easier bub its ok i wont get in the way if it is making u hurt an upset, i didnt mean any of this to happen i to just wanna find the right girl but its just the case of not finding the right one these days cause all are taken...
If u still feel it buu dont loose it, but if to u im just another guy then im not michelle, cause fate has is chosen path an u should stick to what makes u feel happy not the bad outcomes..
I kills me to for what im trying to do to make u just smile each an everyday but yet ur ex is still hurting from the past wat he cant let go but u can cause i belive ur heart is stronger then ur mind buu..
If u wanna stop then i wont force u except i will just feel like i lost sum part of me i wish i hadnt cause to me ur sumfyn apart of me an i dont need sumone to tell me that cause i just feel it..
As u always said go with the flow but sumtimes the flow comes back to ur past even for me but i try not to accept it cause it will just hurt me more bub :(
u just make me happy everytime we talk an i like that feeling to grow if u let me buu..x
If u still feel it buu dont loose it, but if to u im just another guy then im not michelle, cause fate has is chosen path an u should stick to what makes u feel happy not the bad outcomes..
I kills me to for what im trying to do to make u just smile each an everyday but yet ur ex is still hurting from the past wat he cant let go but u can cause i belive ur heart is stronger then ur mind buu..
If u wanna stop then i wont force u except i will just feel like i lost sum part of me i wish i hadnt cause to me ur sumfyn apart of me an i dont need sumone to tell me that cause i just feel it..
As u always said go with the flow but sumtimes the flow comes back to ur past even for me but i try not to accept it cause it will just hurt me more bub :(
u just make me happy everytime we talk an i like that feeling to grow if u let me buu..x
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Sylvester Naing May 22 at 4:39pm
if it makes u any easier bub its ok i wont get in the way if it is making u hurt an upset, i didnt mean any of this to happen i to just wanna find the right girl but its just the case of not finding the right one these days cause all are taken...
If u still feel it buu dont loose it, but if to u im just another guy then im not michelle, cause fate has is chosen path an u should stick to what makes u feel happy not the bad outcomes i just wanna see u smile thats all when i talk to u or see u, cause i dont see the naive or heartless or emotionless michelle i see the girl that wants to reeach out her love but doesnt wanna show her weakness an get hurt again cause shes not sure of what the future has installed for her:)
I kills me to for what im trying to do to make u just smile each an everyday but yet ur ex is still hurting from the past wat he cant let go but u can cause i belive ur heart is stronger then ur mind buu..
If u wanna stop then i wont force u except i will just feel like i lost sum part of me i wish i hadnt cause to me ur sumfyn apart of me an i dont need sumone to tell me that cause i just feel it..
As u always said go with the flow but sumtimes the flow comes back to ur past even for me but i try not to accept it cause it will just hurt me more bub :(
u just make me happy everytime we talk an i like that feeling to grow if u let me buu..x
If u still feel it buu dont loose it, but if to u im just another guy then im not michelle, cause fate has is chosen path an u should stick to what makes u feel happy not the bad outcomes i just wanna see u smile thats all when i talk to u or see u, cause i dont see the naive or heartless or emotionless michelle i see the girl that wants to reeach out her love but doesnt wanna show her weakness an get hurt again cause shes not sure of what the future has installed for her:)
I kills me to for what im trying to do to make u just smile each an everyday but yet ur ex is still hurting from the past wat he cant let go but u can cause i belive ur heart is stronger then ur mind buu..
If u wanna stop then i wont force u except i will just feel like i lost sum part of me i wish i hadnt cause to me ur sumfyn apart of me an i dont need sumone to tell me that cause i just feel it..
As u always said go with the flow but sumtimes the flow comes back to ur past even for me but i try not to accept it cause it will just hurt me more bub :(
u just make me happy everytime we talk an i like that feeling to grow if u let me buu..x
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Michelle Le Meredith May 22 at 4:40pm
in one of ur comments on em picha. You asked of what i felt bout chuu..i knew no single answer would explain my situation... let chu iin ma little world, so now u know.
for the past years, i havent considered anyone who i was with, worth something to look back to. And when i look back at it.. just this once, hurt enough to remind me of the whollleeeee package babe. . And if u think i’d use my past as a reflection at all.. i’d rather fall into a coma. I have to go away for a while until im okay. I cant let my burdens take a toll on nobody. Boo, i appreciate your presence in mine. Thank you.
p/s: picture me whispering you “nytbby” unconciously, spiritually. everynight.. and bless you away from your restless everyday.. for i have no resource in reaching you, only my sincerity can.. now. I’ll be home soon.
for the past years, i havent considered anyone who i was with, worth something to look back to. And when i look back at it.. just this once, hurt enough to remind me of the whollleeeee package babe. . And if u think i’d use my past as a reflection at all.. i’d rather fall into a coma. I have to go away for a while until im okay. I cant let my burdens take a toll on nobody. Boo, i appreciate your presence in mine. Thank you.
p/s: picture me whispering you “nytbby” unconciously, spiritually. everynight.. and bless you away from your restless everyday.. for i have no resource in reaching you, only my sincerity can.. now. I’ll be home soon.
Michelle Le Meredith May 22 at 4:47pm
"The naivety honest love that i had was a cost of another’s will to carry on, i’d rather hide the real dedicative love i have and be judged as the cold mtfk..."
no matter how hard i try to stay safe and adapt to the shallow world. fcked up guys, great guys also come and tell me they need me. boo, im sorry .. but its repetitive to me..no boo, ur better than them.. but right now.. its coming back to me, like as tho im gonna take away ur life too. and leave u to wonder when its all over .. noo.. ='/ omg, im sorry.... i dint mean to make chu feel this way. if my love for other is the cost of their own will to carry on. i WILL do wtv it takes to fall into that coma.
no matter how hard i try to stay safe and adapt to the shallow world. fcked up guys, great guys also come and tell me they need me. boo, im sorry .. but its repetitive to me..no boo, ur better than them.. but right now.. its coming back to me, like as tho im gonna take away ur life too. and leave u to wonder when its all over .. noo.. ='/ omg, im sorry.... i dint mean to make chu feel this way. if my love for other is the cost of their own will to carry on. i WILL do wtv it takes to fall into that coma.
Michelle Le Meredith May 22 at 4:50pm
i still think of ur name at nyt.
i dont know..dont ask me why.
coz i dont wanna know anymore.. gdBye for now~
and till im my self again, i'll face us.. coz now im strugglin to face me. 'll be home soon.
i dont know..dont ask me why.
coz i dont wanna know anymore.. gdBye for now~
and till im my self again, i'll face us.. coz now im strugglin to face me. 'll be home soon.
Sylvester Naing May 22 at 5:10pm
its ok im used to it buu :(
dont worry about me if u have to carry on an wanna forget it all then il do my best an stay away but its just to hard but i shall manage like i always doo but later on il just realised what i just did an just tear up on what i could of achived..
Maybe one day i can wake u up from this coma if u let me but i doubt it be anytime soon, but i guess il still be lookin for that girl even thoe many have tryed asking me but i refuse cause i see no realness in them what i have to the ones i try an go for meaning i really know theres sumfyn in u that wants to come out but just not yet...
Im glad i was in ur precense i feel happy an appreciatted for who i was buu an i cant complain:)
michelle le meredith u need no resources to reaching me an telling me buu i just know everynight i talk to u i feel that even before i sleep i just think an say goodnight in my mind to u, an i know it sounds crazy but its true..
I have never faught this hard to really be with sumone but in the end the outcomes dont worry me for i have tried with all my heart just to see u happy..
I know i havent called u yet but may i talk to u on the phone wear i can hear ur voice boo?
dont worry about me if u have to carry on an wanna forget it all then il do my best an stay away but its just to hard but i shall manage like i always doo but later on il just realised what i just did an just tear up on what i could of achived..
Maybe one day i can wake u up from this coma if u let me but i doubt it be anytime soon, but i guess il still be lookin for that girl even thoe many have tryed asking me but i refuse cause i see no realness in them what i have to the ones i try an go for meaning i really know theres sumfyn in u that wants to come out but just not yet...
Im glad i was in ur precense i feel happy an appreciatted for who i was buu an i cant complain:)
michelle le meredith u need no resources to reaching me an telling me buu i just know everynight i talk to u i feel that even before i sleep i just think an say goodnight in my mind to u, an i know it sounds crazy but its true..
I have never faught this hard to really be with sumone but in the end the outcomes dont worry me for i have tried with all my heart just to see u happy..
I know i havent called u yet but may i talk to u on the phone wear i can hear ur voice boo?
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Michelle Le Meredith May 22 at 6:32pm
when you feel the need of someone to hear you owt, back at home, solemn at heart. When the lights are out and all u see is what u dream of, im just a phone call away... jst to hear you owt and hear what you dream about. Bub good nyt. x
Sylvester Naing May 22 at 6:41pm
ima call u soon but txt before to let u know, i just wanna he
ar u out bub thats all in voice, cause words are just words but a voice can reach out towards what u dream of..
Sweetdream'x
ar u out bub thats all in voice, cause words are just words but a voice can reach out towards what u dream of..
Sweetdream'x
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Michelle Le Meredith May 23 at 6:53am
warm kisses, almost soothing.. *hug you to bed. see u in the mornin lady :) x
Sylvester Naing May 23 at 1:28pm
course its soothing ur warm lips keep me goin buu :)
il see u in the morning ladt boy hehe :P
muah x
il see u in the morning ladt boy hehe :P
muah x
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Michelle Le Meredith May 23 at 3:18pm
~
&sry fo leadn chu on.
&sry fo leadn chu on.
Sylvester Naing May 23 at 3:32pm
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Sylvester Naing May 23 at 4:06pm
michelle im confused now so u just dont seem instrested anymore from lastnight an leeding me on all morning? Just tell me why boo an i will stop.. :(
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Michelle Le Meredith May 23 at 5:56pm
i 've never seen my self leading any one on my whole life...
i've only followed my heart... but when my heart is heavy,
its not there to help me.. so i'd jst be me, follow my instincts ..& when that fails.. we'd try, and eventually try too hard, it becumz artificial love.. baby, dont tell me i aint sure bout what im
feeling, im so sure it only feels blind.. But i know u make me
happy, i know you're reachable, i know you amazing...
i just dont know enough to keep me going... the craves babe. heh, hope u feel meh.~
i've only followed my heart... but when my heart is heavy,
its not there to help me.. so i'd jst be me, follow my instincts ..& when that fails.. we'd try, and eventually try too hard, it becumz artificial love.. baby, dont tell me i aint sure bout what im
feeling, im so sure it only feels blind.. But i know u make me
happy, i know you're reachable, i know you amazing...
i just dont know enough to keep me going... the craves babe. heh, hope u feel meh.~
Sylvester Naing May 23 at 6:08pm
as i said dont sympathize my feelings just follow ur heart i guess im used to it by now this happining to me..
I appreciate ur time an consideration towards me an hope u grow from ur true inner self..
Be good bu an il always be here smiling even if i dont show its in ther sumwer..
Take care michelle~
I appreciate ur time an consideration towards me an hope u grow from ur true inner self..
Be good bu an il always be here smiling even if i dont show its in ther sumwer..
Take care michelle~
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Sylvester Naing May 23 at 6:19pm
Sylvester Naing May 23 at 6:20pm
Michelle Le Meredith May 23 at 7:29pm
yeh the crave...
Sylvester Naing May 23 at 7:33pm
michelle im still here for u to talk to its ok if u dont see me in that way its not ur fault ur still yung an learning an i too am learining once u finish skool thats when u start to figure out the real shit out in this world for me i be learning it the hard way.
dw bout me just do wat chu gotta do il be here if u wanna talk an just be plain old me so fuck the crave i say u wanna talk il talk like we used to an just have fun?
dw bout me just do wat chu gotta do il be here if u wanna talk an just be plain old me so fuck the crave i say u wanna talk il talk like we used to an just have fun?
Michelle Le Meredith May 23 at 8:14pm
sigh, u got the wrong idea since i posted it [ May 23 at 2:56am ]
i ma leave out all the rest for later. thot chu knew me betha. make up l8r.
i ma leave out all the rest for later. thot chu knew me betha. make up l8r.
Sylvester Naing May 23 at 8:33pm
i have hmm?
then what are u tryna say cause i know u wont be online much during ur exams im just saying u can talk to me still thats all,
i do know u betta but sumtimes u just dont make it simple chu know?
im been straight up now how u said u wanted...
im just saying i forgive u if u dont have enough to reach out atm u cant rush ur tru feelings cause time will tell,
it just happend all of a sudden in this messge from saying goonight to me, to srry for leadin u on thats were i was stuck u see..
but hmk make up later when u ready an best not leave me hanging like u said last time ><
then what are u tryna say cause i know u wont be online much during ur exams im just saying u can talk to me still thats all,
i do know u betta but sumtimes u just dont make it simple chu know?
im been straight up now how u said u wanted...
im just saying i forgive u if u dont have enough to reach out atm u cant rush ur tru feelings cause time will tell,
it just happend all of a sudden in this messge from saying goonight to me, to srry for leadin u on thats were i was stuck u see..
but hmk make up later when u ready an best not leave me hanging like u said last time ><
Michelle Le Meredith May 23 at 8:46pm
promise. x
Sylvester Naing May 23 at 8:47pm
PS was that status on urs about me or?
appreciate bu.
x
appreciate bu.
x
Michelle Le Meredith May 23 at 8:49pm
sigh ex. 3years down the road.. its killin me.. listenin to ur music now. SHIT i need to go.. *shaky=/
Sylvester Naing May 23 at 8:56pm
bu next time be straight up an tell me u cause u sent the messege but yet facebook fucks it up then u have ur status an bam im like HUH me or?
u feel me bu?
listen to my mix cause i made that for u bu i know its said but its all tru thats why i picked them songs, im not here for nothing michelle im also ur friend an im here to help u thru this or ur past,
if u want REALLY good advice i say to to my friend Malcolm one of the best adice givers for anything u name it aight!!
il catchu on the drift when ur ready now go il just be here waiting..
u feel me bu?
listen to my mix cause i made that for u bu i know its said but its all tru thats why i picked them songs, im not here for nothing michelle im also ur friend an im here to help u thru this or ur past,
if u want REALLY good advice i say to to my friend Malcolm one of the best adice givers for anything u name it aight!!
il catchu on the drift when ur ready now go il just be here waiting..
Michelle Le Meredith May 25 at 10:00pm
im off into ma zone boo, feel better soon mmkay?
kisses it better - platonic-ally :) sylviaa boo... Eigh douh meh. xo
kisses it better - platonic-ally :) sylviaa boo... Eigh douh meh. xo
Sylvester Naing May 26 at 9:43am
naww thanks boo i feel bit better after u said that an weak in a goofy way :) heh
Chit Tel tall bishhh :P
be good for me an have fun il be here bu :)
ciao bella xx
Chit Tel tall bishhh :P
be good for me an have fun il be here bu :)
ciao bella xx
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Michelle Le Meredith May 26 at 9:44pm
chit -ephone shawty HAHA [ whuts chit tel xp? ]
tugTytTonyt, missy ♥. cornELEE :) x
tugTytTonyt, missy ♥. cornELEE :) x
Sylvester Naing May 26 at 9:58pm
haha it means (love you) i spelt it wrong before its nor Chit Der its Chit Tel xP LOL
eyes hurt everytime i keep staring at ur pics sighh =D hehe thats cornayyy ♥ :)
x
eyes hurt everytime i keep staring at ur pics sighh =D hehe thats cornayyy ♥ :)
x
Michelle Le Meredith May 26 at 10:00pm
eyes hurt? either put a bandaid or i punch it, pick one :) hehe!
u con me =(((( i dont chit hur nimore =) unless...
* points on my cheeks.. :D heheh.. cheeky grin :P hmph.
u con me =(((( i dont chit hur nimore =) unless...
* points on my cheeks.. :D heheh.. cheeky grin :P hmph.
Sylvester Naing May 26 at 10:03pm
haha i pick the PUNCH then ull have to kiss the wound after if not no yoshi for u :D
i cant promiss a peck it will most deffs turn out to be a big kiss ull just man handle this helpess asian an rape him D:
OH GOD >< i like that :P heh,
i cant promiss a peck it will most deffs turn out to be a big kiss ull just man handle this helpess asian an rape him D:
OH GOD >< i like that :P heh,
Michelle Le Meredith May 26 at 10:07pm
haha who said i need yoshii's consent :P i rape, in case u forgoten :D hahahah! [ thts a lil intense :D]
emm, truu :D u knoe me too well, love my violence, my sexy time ahha. STUFF u-.- stop studying ! ...[her] haha.
daymm.
emm, truu :D u knoe me too well, love my violence, my sexy time ahha. STUFF u-.- stop studying ! ...[her] haha.
daymm.
Sylvester Naing May 26 at 10:14pm
haha i say if u didnt know :D
to intesify for me dayummmmmmmm XD hehe
yes yes i do haha :D
u want sexy time (borat voice) :P
too late ;) heh
and whats platonic-ally :) an Eigh douh meh LOL ?
to intesify for me dayummmmmmmm XD hehe
yes yes i do haha :D
u want sexy time (borat voice) :P
too late ;) heh
and whats platonic-ally :) an Eigh douh meh LOL ?
Michelle Le Meredith May 26 at 10:20pm
hahaha yee brah, we make our own wings, fck red bull LOL :D
haha veliii naizeee, haoo machhh;) ?
HAHAH too late? sounds gud :P
hmm platonic love is a non sexual way to show affection :) sooo kissed ur bubu better in a nurturing manner:)
em, eigh douh meh.. apparently its gdnyt in burm :P hehe!
haha veliii naizeee, haoo machhh;) ?
HAHAH too late? sounds gud :P
hmm platonic love is a non sexual way to show affection :) sooo kissed ur bubu better in a nurturing manner:)
em, eigh douh meh.. apparently its gdnyt in burm :P hehe!
Sylvester Naing May 26 at 10:27pm
hahaha fuck yea thats TRU zuu nikkwaaa :D
VASSSUP im bruno :P LOL
oh it sounds good alright ;) heh
naww thats CUTE i really like the sound of that :D
buu make my hurty go away >< hehe
oh yeaaaa *ei doh meh people spell diff :P
bout how chu know bu haha :D
VASSSUP im bruno :P LOL
oh it sounds good alright ;) heh
naww thats CUTE i really like the sound of that :D
buu make my hurty go away >< hehe
oh yeaaaa *ei doh meh people spell diff :P
bout how chu know bu haha :D
Michelle Le Meredith May 26 at 10:31pm
xD alien! come invade me :P
heheh. cheeky. emmm, =) naw buu, comere.
arms open, captures him, steal a peck on the forehed. its gon be kay :) if it comes back...
I"L FCKIN SHOOT THAT MTFKKNNNN SCUM SUCKER . heheH!
- im pro, te amo :) hehe ! G.N bby
heheh. cheeky. emmm, =) naw buu, comere.
arms open, captures him, steal a peck on the forehed. its gon be kay :) if it comes back...
I"L FCKIN SHOOT THAT MTFKKNNNN SCUM SUCKER . heheH!
- im pro, te amo :) hehe ! G.N bby
Sylvester Naing May 26 at 10:43pm
haha BUT dont abduct her or il hunt em bishessss down my self with a 9MM :P
YAY hehe
naww would be my pleasure bu all will be aight with u around :)
an il stay in ur arms till u get tired of holding my fat lard :D
ul be my protecter of all evils XD haha
:) sweetdreams kawaii x
YAY hehe
naww would be my pleasure bu all will be aight with u around :)
an il stay in ur arms till u get tired of holding my fat lard :D
ul be my protecter of all evils XD haha
:) sweetdreams kawaii x
Michelle Le Meredith June 1 at 12:47am
gnyt kisses. do mss em, buh chu keep it tyt emmkay?
sweet dreams sxcii x
sweet dreams sxcii x
Sylvester Naing June 1 at 1:22pm
i feel better bu :)
thank u for been there for me..
hope u have a splended day an goodluck on ur exams iight!
chit telx
thank u for been there for me..
hope u have a splended day an goodluck on ur exams iight!
chit telx
Michelle Le Meredith June 1 at 5:19pm
babbyyyyy, dont think i can company chu tonight,
thiss iss it...
im pumped to fly thruuuu shitt ay ( stuff/tsks & shii) ...
wish me luck, gon need it. elee mmkay? :)
member to blanky tonyt & take curr of yoshii =) xx
thiss iss it...
im pumped to fly thruuuu shitt ay ( stuff/tsks & shii) ...
wish me luck, gon need it. elee mmkay? :)
member to blanky tonyt & take curr of yoshii =) xx
Sylvester Naing June 1 at 5:38pm
D:
damn sighh ok buu ><
im right here if u need me ok :))
i put my asianness behind ur back all zee way :D
sounds wrong but meh :P
il wish u like everynight bu :)
elee me an yoshi hehe,
chit tel an good luck bu=)
xx
damn sighh ok buu ><
im right here if u need me ok :))
i put my asianness behind ur back all zee way :D
sounds wrong but meh :P
il wish u like everynight bu :)
elee me an yoshi hehe,
chit tel an good luck bu=)
xx
Michelle Le Meredith June 7 at 12:11am
:) aww companies... wonderrr if chu ever feel lyfless with me :)
coz i feel lyfless with chu, like where ever i am, what ever i do wouldnt have matter coz i only chu ur black juicy face :) kisshes it xD
gdnyt suga lumps =) i neva git sik uf chuu x) x chit ties baby. x
coz i feel lyfless with chu, like where ever i am, what ever i do wouldnt have matter coz i only chu ur black juicy face :) kisshes it xD
gdnyt suga lumps =) i neva git sik uf chuu x) x chit ties baby. x
Sylvester Naing June 7 at 12:17am
:) i wanna get lyfless with chu if thats ok buu cause were ever i am or go or do ur silly asianess is there to make me smile an just giggle an remincse :) this time ima give u a hicky bishhh XD
so early yet shes sleep naw hehe,
ok mosquito bites :P kiddin kiddin aha,
hey angel u da sexay i never get sick of chu myCHONNY :)
chit tel bby bu xx
so early yet shes sleep naw hehe,
ok mosquito bites :P kiddin kiddin aha,
hey angel u da sexay i never get sick of chu myCHONNY :)
chit tel bby bu xx
Michelle Le Meredith June 7 at 1:58am
:) i ma be what i ma be to keep chu happy mmkay=)?
doesnt matter what i am to u.. a lover, a friend, a kid, a wittle silly ashun, a beee ; baby.. chuu enough to keep her reminiscing too=)
show and tell boo :) yer ma sexyyyy wittle mosquito bite . x te-___ xx
doesnt matter what i am to u.. a lover, a friend, a kid, a wittle silly ashun, a beee ; baby.. chuu enough to keep her reminiscing too=)
show and tell boo :) yer ma sexyyyy wittle mosquito bite . x te-___ xx
Sylvester Naing June 7 at 2:12am
:) chu keep me happy just talking to me buu so thank u :)
nawwww a kid x)
hehe bubba chu got me remenicsing for days since i was last with chu no joke =)
show an keep for me buu :)
churr mu sexy little doll wich i like to play an dress up everyday hehe,
xxx
nawwww a kid x)
hehe bubba chu got me remenicsing for days since i was last with chu no joke =)
show an keep for me buu :)
churr mu sexy little doll wich i like to play an dress up everyday hehe,
xxx
Michelle Le Meredith June 7 at 2:23am
=) im so over this, wanna hear chu... watch chuu, feel chuu there.. :)
wonder if it'd all speak louder than this... kiss and teell chu i luhhhh that :)
doll like em dolla billz boos got that getto love... ... gripson ur body b4 im knocked out for bed on chu. x
wonder if it'd all speak louder than this... kiss and teell chu i luhhhh that :)
doll like em dolla billz boos got that getto love... ... gripson ur body b4 im knocked out for bed on chu. x
Sylvester Naing June 7 at 2:31am
FINALLY u feel me buu =)
i was waiting for u to say that ohhh heh :)
dolla dolla got me spending on chu buu cause he just gettin started :)
lays down on her shoulder an dreams of pweetii thangs.x
i was waiting for u to say that ohhh heh :)
dolla dolla got me spending on chu buu cause he just gettin started :)
lays down on her shoulder an dreams of pweetii thangs.x
Michelle Le Meredith June 7 at 4:07am
babyyy..
DMC with dad.. sigh.. least i had a step.. a lil one is also a step , talking sense into him.=s ... oh, hah, he saw ur pictures in my phone... just a couple of em..
i wass shiting my selfff like shiittt dont look at my msgsss / or "THAT PIC" andd shiiii hahahah! palms sweating mann-.-"
:he said u looked like a play full one =.-" and then he gave me a lecture about how playful i am.. and then talked bout shiii bout love life, marriage and soul mate and shiiiittt. i WAS LIKE..
dudeee, we're just friend and he makes me happy like how lil ryan makes me happy , so it doesnt matter what happens in the future or shii we wil be cool after all .. AND HE WAS LIKE just know what your doing, ur time and space is limited soo BLAHBLHABLHAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH gay stories mtfkkk and started to talk bout my habbits in lookin dazzling when i go out.
im like dude u should be use to it by nowww and hes like.. WHEN U'RE DATING in future and guys find out that ur unmmake up face is wtf they 'll be like gtg, and i was like hahah GOOOD coz it doesnt matterrr coz im fine without them.. .and THEN HE WAS WORRIED LIKE. but u WILL STIL settle down in the future and shit and I WAS LIKE...
DUDE, im controlling my own life, and IN CONTROL OF ittt soo rest ur worries im turning freaking 18 but with an ancient over cooked mentality of a 50 year old so dont worry bout me.. AND HE WENT BACK ABOUT MY DRESSING up/ MAKE up HABBITS I M LIKE FAAAAAA its not a habbit! its just presentation / impression u give on ppl .. and hes like Blahblhalhh. since ..... 2am.. and now its like 4am?
hehe :) the funny thing is he knoes ur a good friend :) thts a start!
sigh, i was being oer philosophical with my words and quotes.. Shouldve recorded my self mannnn, :D sorry for blubbering bout my shit, thought u needed a lil taste of what my sides like...
:) watches u fall asleep , brushes ur pretty hair.. touches ur lips..
kisses ur soft cheeks. baby , oh lil baby boo.. =) ima foo for chu x
DMC with dad.. sigh.. least i had a step.. a lil one is also a step , talking sense into him.=s ... oh, hah, he saw ur pictures in my phone... just a couple of em..
i wass shiting my selfff like shiittt dont look at my msgsss / or "THAT PIC" andd shiiii hahahah! palms sweating mann-.-"
:he said u looked like a play full one =.-" and then he gave me a lecture about how playful i am.. and then talked bout shiii bout love life, marriage and soul mate and shiiiittt. i WAS LIKE..
dudeee, we're just friend and he makes me happy like how lil ryan makes me happy , so it doesnt matter what happens in the future or shii we wil be cool after all .. AND HE WAS LIKE just know what your doing, ur time and space is limited soo BLAHBLHABLHAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH gay stories mtfkkk and started to talk bout my habbits in lookin dazzling when i go out.
im like dude u should be use to it by nowww and hes like.. WHEN U'RE DATING in future and guys find out that ur unmmake up face is wtf they 'll be like gtg, and i was like hahah GOOOD coz it doesnt matterrr coz im fine without them.. .and THEN HE WAS WORRIED LIKE. but u WILL STIL settle down in the future and shit and I WAS LIKE...
DUDE, im controlling my own life, and IN CONTROL OF ittt soo rest ur worries im turning freaking 18 but with an ancient over cooked mentality of a 50 year old so dont worry bout me.. AND HE WENT BACK ABOUT MY DRESSING up/ MAKE up HABBITS I M LIKE FAAAAAA its not a habbit! its just presentation / impression u give on ppl .. and hes like Blahblhalhh. since ..... 2am.. and now its like 4am?
hehe :) the funny thing is he knoes ur a good friend :) thts a start!
sigh, i was being oer philosophical with my words and quotes.. Shouldve recorded my self mannnn, :D sorry for blubbering bout my shit, thought u needed a lil taste of what my sides like...
:) watches u fall asleep , brushes ur pretty hair.. touches ur lips..
kisses ur soft cheeks. baby , oh lil baby boo.. =) ima foo for chu x
Sylvester Naing June 7 at 1:55pm
baby im glad u shared this with me i feel well mmm special to be part in that lil bit of ur life an its good enough for me buu :)
CHEA parents are just tryna think the best for youor us but sumtimes they over do it with their times when they were young but i guess times changed an we teens are more well most of us know what we are doin an controlling our OWN life with out there help, an the parents probs feel bad not for helping so they try to put a lil lecture in it to make them self or us feel bit better in a wierd way >< LOL
but im glad ur dad sees me as a goodfriend to u buu :)
i have been tryn to be a good friend even with out tryn sumtimes hehe, maybe his just thinkn like oh shit my lil girls turning 18 soon an changing into a women >< an i never got the time to cherish the child hood enough with her but dw buu ur dad sounds just like my mum :|
she always used to say get a burmese girls why cant u just get a burmese women im like errrrrr look how u react an stuff when it comes to small things do i want that my whole life -_- i want someone who appreciates me not just clean for me cause its the burmese wifey material way cook clean an looks after me.... THATS OLD SKOOL NIKKAAA >< aha
i want someone who appreciattes my presences an knows what im feeling an i dont care if she cooks or clean or sumshit i just want someone i really wanna cherish an wanna love an looks after me my whole life..
BUTT sure parents reckkon its to early for stuff like that now but not from what iv seen, I GOT mates that married like i said before when they finished highskool >< an shit they goin aight they even have a house an shit together.. an high skool lovers still an wat its been 4 yrs now an they happy an wouldnt trade it for a single adult hood even if its clubbin an gettin wasted every w.e hookin up with randoms not wat they both shared together over them years they said fuck that im happy an dont care but sure they club but they club togetehr an with mates an dance with each other an no one can do shit about that :)
i wish i had that but soon after u get sick of clubbbin an the shit u normally do all you just wanna do is find the one..
BOO u do that dont take shit ur well matured an know what u are doing from ur experinces ur 18 soon an well iv been treating u like i would to my 19 yr old mates an boo ur way mature then they are seriously :) LOL
(tell me more stories like this) * pulls shirt while lookin up like a lil kiddy hehe,, tell me more aunty le pweasee :)
if been a good friend is a start then buu thats good enough for me to get an asian parent to trust me heh :)
ohh noo babe ur not a foo for mee im a foo for chu buu u got me sprung in so many ways but time will tell cause the more we talk the more we find out about our selfs dont need the sexing an the flirting all the time thats for the S&M sesshionsss :D
*whispers in her ear- ill always be ur silly boy no matter what :)
xx
CHEA parents are just tryna think the best for youor us but sumtimes they over do it with their times when they were young but i guess times changed an we teens are more well most of us know what we are doin an controlling our OWN life with out there help, an the parents probs feel bad not for helping so they try to put a lil lecture in it to make them self or us feel bit better in a wierd way >< LOL
but im glad ur dad sees me as a goodfriend to u buu :)
i have been tryn to be a good friend even with out tryn sumtimes hehe, maybe his just thinkn like oh shit my lil girls turning 18 soon an changing into a women >< an i never got the time to cherish the child hood enough with her but dw buu ur dad sounds just like my mum :|
she always used to say get a burmese girls why cant u just get a burmese women im like errrrrr look how u react an stuff when it comes to small things do i want that my whole life -_- i want someone who appreciates me not just clean for me cause its the burmese wifey material way cook clean an looks after me.... THATS OLD SKOOL NIKKAAA >< aha
i want someone who appreciattes my presences an knows what im feeling an i dont care if she cooks or clean or sumshit i just want someone i really wanna cherish an wanna love an looks after me my whole life..
BUTT sure parents reckkon its to early for stuff like that now but not from what iv seen, I GOT mates that married like i said before when they finished highskool >< an shit they goin aight they even have a house an shit together.. an high skool lovers still an wat its been 4 yrs now an they happy an wouldnt trade it for a single adult hood even if its clubbin an gettin wasted every w.e hookin up with randoms not wat they both shared together over them years they said fuck that im happy an dont care but sure they club but they club togetehr an with mates an dance with each other an no one can do shit about that :)
i wish i had that but soon after u get sick of clubbbin an the shit u normally do all you just wanna do is find the one..
BOO u do that dont take shit ur well matured an know what u are doing from ur experinces ur 18 soon an well iv been treating u like i would to my 19 yr old mates an boo ur way mature then they are seriously :) LOL
(tell me more stories like this) * pulls shirt while lookin up like a lil kiddy hehe,, tell me more aunty le pweasee :)
if been a good friend is a start then buu thats good enough for me to get an asian parent to trust me heh :)
ohh noo babe ur not a foo for mee im a foo for chu buu u got me sprung in so many ways but time will tell cause the more we talk the more we find out about our selfs dont need the sexing an the flirting all the time thats for the S&M sesshionsss :D
*whispers in her ear- ill always be ur silly boy no matter what :)
xx
Michelle Le Meredith June 7 at 6:13pm
Hehe boo, almost forgot , your asian:D , we can reflect on things easier, and its first nature to us =) thats why i bother... coz we’re in similar grounds, sho mazingg:D hehe..well, coz it takes an alien to drive me :) welcome to this world cupcake! :D my life is simple as it seems tho i spose .. its all the mental shit that DRIVES me insane and THEN take affects on what i am inside .. and out..
FCKOLL grrr.. i do what i do and do it well to the extent im my own villian bahaha.. don’t worry i can still always switch modes :) be thur kid who’s share ice cream whit chu, be that sexing machine u need to go AHhhHHh, be that sausage wrestling piece of wtf if u angwee :) or boo, i ma be ur boyfriend if chu need a shoulda , lean with it rock with it =) i ma be anyBODY’s everythanggg~ chur that BODY baby :) hehe..
AHH, don’t get me started with the human RIGHTS thing.. Generation is flying forward like cow dung lightning, i mean i don’t mind their trapped in their generation but dude, stay trapped ur self.. don’t pull ur children into ur own storm and drive us around in circles mann.. [tht was for all parents ] hah, Im still trying.. every lil argument / lecture sesh/ discussion wtv we’ll have, we end up crazy in everyway, i don’t think its a pretty scene to get in detailed with buh, yehh every attempt of shit like these... after i go to sleep, i’ll still be thankful i have one little step in tryin to loosen the grip he has on me / us kids. And mann its soo hard.. like dramatic ongoing hours of bullshit.. hed to toe inside out trauma .. after it all.. i get ONE lil thing, a lil 0.05% sense into him.. SIGHHHH its tiring when im the only one who gives a shit.. as if anyone else in the family can handle 10 minutes talkin to dad bahah, im fightin for it aight, world bare with me, i’ll get there...
shoo dramatic haha i SOWEEE =D almost forgot im not blogging. And that someone is actually reading this xD some one me carez =) HAHAHAH my bro got that too.. the whole ..:” at the end of the day, u’ll need to marry a gurl back home who would nuture a family while u go to work” and we wanna keep the asian tradition blahblahblah hahah! IN MY HEAD I WAS LIKE HAHAHAH u crazy i’m so gonna reeeemixx our generation nikkkaahhhh u ‘ll be sorry LOL :D put sum sugar , spice and everything nice, into my life. Stuff stereotypes.. we can both be breadwinners :P well 2 is bestha than one isn’t it bub? :DD
Club seshions, pretty sure wtv happens in the club stays in the club :) so even if sum shit happned, we ‘d know its temporary.. and i cant give two fcks what ppl would think bout each other, they just need to see that its a phase a normal FCKED up lyfless phase that everyone wants to have a swift at : )
but it does get annoying.. i mean with parents.. they not ONLY wanna judge where u stand how u go and earn a decent qualification of fckin status in life.. they do that to every dude who i was close with... i mean dude, sum are jst fckn friends.. don’t compare shit like that ... they live their life i have my goals different.. mannn its like rude somehow too... but their adults so i cant say shii but to take it like it mean nothing to me. Hah boo, u and ur clubbing =) i know it all that, bro.. cousins everyone =) player stage well not player just fooling out diggin for gold and now their all back home with their wifeeyy =) outa school wifeeyy =) heheh
sigh i ma tell the world this.. i don’t need no shit talks bout age different, gender, qualifications, status, ego or standards wtv one has on another buh, it takes nothing to see that everything is possible for any one in life to stand out in ways beyond stereotypical. STUFF IT ALL mann, im just another chick , i don’t care what they call me... all that beyond exaggerated compliments and shit, save it ahhahah coz im still learning still , all that so called “compliments” would just stop me, u know what i need? HONESTTY to keep me motivated, and fixing my mistakes and never stopping... Imagine one day.. if some one actually took in them compliments and stoped improving Coz they believe they’re good enough, those would the the days.. they start the get above themselves and just loose the need to get excel . DUMB FCKS u can fall into a well cocky piece of shiii ahahha UR LIFE IS OVER NIKKAh xP
omg this turned out pretty long, me in my “declaration” mode.. haha sorry =) don’t think any of em above would make any reference to chu buh.. thanks for being ere =) Well my parents don’t trust, they just trust me to trust what i decide at the end.. but damn they’re expectations are as impossible as mine.. pretty dramatic. Doubt one can can ever meet it. But boo,it takes little to tear things apart... lets put this 1000 pieced puzzle slowly together...maybe they might paint a pretty picture. But wtv happens.. , no mater what turns out. The good or bad.. i’d still be thankful. Wtv i became to u. However bad i am or how ever wonderful, i’d still look back and be thank ful. I’d look back to this msg after a the long run.. and still be thank ful =) thanks boo. Wtv happens. X x x & mre:)
FCKOLL grrr.. i do what i do and do it well to the extent im my own villian bahaha.. don’t worry i can still always switch modes :) be thur kid who’s share ice cream whit chu, be that sexing machine u need to go AHhhHHh, be that sausage wrestling piece of wtf if u angwee :) or boo, i ma be ur boyfriend if chu need a shoulda , lean with it rock with it =) i ma be anyBODY’s everythanggg~ chur that BODY baby :) hehe..
AHH, don’t get me started with the human RIGHTS thing.. Generation is flying forward like cow dung lightning, i mean i don’t mind their trapped in their generation but dude, stay trapped ur self.. don’t pull ur children into ur own storm and drive us around in circles mann.. [tht was for all parents ] hah, Im still trying.. every lil argument / lecture sesh/ discussion wtv we’ll have, we end up crazy in everyway, i don’t think its a pretty scene to get in detailed with buh, yehh every attempt of shit like these... after i go to sleep, i’ll still be thankful i have one little step in tryin to loosen the grip he has on me / us kids. And mann its soo hard.. like dramatic ongoing hours of bullshit.. hed to toe inside out trauma .. after it all.. i get ONE lil thing, a lil 0.05% sense into him.. SIGHHHH its tiring when im the only one who gives a shit.. as if anyone else in the family can handle 10 minutes talkin to dad bahah, im fightin for it aight, world bare with me, i’ll get there...
shoo dramatic haha i SOWEEE =D almost forgot im not blogging. And that someone is actually reading this xD some one me carez =) HAHAHAH my bro got that too.. the whole ..:” at the end of the day, u’ll need to marry a gurl back home who would nuture a family while u go to work” and we wanna keep the asian tradition blahblahblah hahah! IN MY HEAD I WAS LIKE HAHAHAH u crazy i’m so gonna reeeemixx our generation nikkkaahhhh u ‘ll be sorry LOL :D put sum sugar , spice and everything nice, into my life. Stuff stereotypes.. we can both be breadwinners :P well 2 is bestha than one isn’t it bub? :DD
Club seshions, pretty sure wtv happens in the club stays in the club :) so even if sum shit happned, we ‘d know its temporary.. and i cant give two fcks what ppl would think bout each other, they just need to see that its a phase a normal FCKED up lyfless phase that everyone wants to have a swift at : )
but it does get annoying.. i mean with parents.. they not ONLY wanna judge where u stand how u go and earn a decent qualification of fckin status in life.. they do that to every dude who i was close with... i mean dude, sum are jst fckn friends.. don’t compare shit like that ... they live their life i have my goals different.. mannn its like rude somehow too... but their adults so i cant say shii but to take it like it mean nothing to me. Hah boo, u and ur clubbing =) i know it all that, bro.. cousins everyone =) player stage well not player just fooling out diggin for gold and now their all back home with their wifeeyy =) outa school wifeeyy =) heheh
sigh i ma tell the world this.. i don’t need no shit talks bout age different, gender, qualifications, status, ego or standards wtv one has on another buh, it takes nothing to see that everything is possible for any one in life to stand out in ways beyond stereotypical. STUFF IT ALL mann, im just another chick , i don’t care what they call me... all that beyond exaggerated compliments and shit, save it ahhahah coz im still learning still , all that so called “compliments” would just stop me, u know what i need? HONESTTY to keep me motivated, and fixing my mistakes and never stopping... Imagine one day.. if some one actually took in them compliments and stoped improving Coz they believe they’re good enough, those would the the days.. they start the get above themselves and just loose the need to get excel . DUMB FCKS u can fall into a well cocky piece of shiii ahahha UR LIFE IS OVER NIKKAh xP
omg this turned out pretty long, me in my “declaration” mode.. haha sorry =) don’t think any of em above would make any reference to chu buh.. thanks for being ere =) Well my parents don’t trust, they just trust me to trust what i decide at the end.. but damn they’re expectations are as impossible as mine.. pretty dramatic. Doubt one can can ever meet it. But boo,it takes little to tear things apart... lets put this 1000 pieced puzzle slowly together...maybe they might paint a pretty picture. But wtv happens.. , no mater what turns out. The good or bad.. i’d still be thankful. Wtv i became to u. However bad i am or how ever wonderful, i’d still look back and be thank ful. I’d look back to this msg after a the long run.. and still be thank ful =) thanks boo. Wtv happens. X x x & mre:)
Sylvester Naing June 7 at 6:57pm
to be honest i had a lil tear come down when i read this bu but all i know was im really thankful for this no not this but you:)
u really opend up my mind about thing i knew already an not know already :)
LETS put this 1000 pieced puzzle together slowly an maybe it will paint a perfect picture if you just give it a chance an take it step by step each day :)
i too am greatful for ur declaration talks an will take alot from what u have said to my mind what eva happens im glad i had u in my life buu i wish i could give u my everything now but as u said go with the flow so i shall do that for u :)
rawr xxx+ more :)
u really opend up my mind about thing i knew already an not know already :)
LETS put this 1000 pieced puzzle together slowly an maybe it will paint a perfect picture if you just give it a chance an take it step by step each day :)
i too am greatful for ur declaration talks an will take alot from what u have said to my mind what eva happens im glad i had u in my life buu i wish i could give u my everything now but as u said go with the flow so i shall do that for u :)
rawr xxx+ more :)
Michelle Le Meredith June 7 at 10:21pm
there there pretty, hugs it all better, no tears just shiny eyes mmkay? =) , glimpse of faith and lil reflection for hope. jst dont let words drain u down, feel it baby.. feel it... thats all we need to communicate =)
yeah lets :) simple words that speaks a million emotions, yeh lets.. keep walking, run, chase, fall, rise wtv x) coz we can handle wtv is thrown at us =D hehe hit em back harder :) wheee...
rawr a long rawrrrrr :) with hidden meanings =p even if i was deaf/blind/mute i can feel chu ther :) x gd nyt pumpkin.
yeah lets :) simple words that speaks a million emotions, yeh lets.. keep walking, run, chase, fall, rise wtv x) coz we can handle wtv is thrown at us =D hehe hit em back harder :) wheee...
rawr a long rawrrrrr :) with hidden meanings =p even if i was deaf/blind/mute i can feel chu ther :) x gd nyt pumpkin.
Sylvester Naing June 7 at 10:52pm
i feel it when ever im talkn with chu bub an the more we talk the more closer i get to be with u so its a win win situation hehe :)
:) simple yet silly words we speak bu thats how we go from the good to the bad cause nothing else matters :)
i have a deff friend an shes a nice person shes been with her bf for 1 yr an she just had lukiemia if thats how u spell an became slightly deff an yea its wierd cause she used to be loud but now shes quite but the main thing is her bf still loves her an cares for her that is all :)
i feel u wen ever a txt or voice or looking at ur picture buu :)
sweetdreams pweetii :)
xx
:) simple yet silly words we speak bu thats how we go from the good to the bad cause nothing else matters :)
i have a deff friend an shes a nice person shes been with her bf for 1 yr an she just had lukiemia if thats how u spell an became slightly deff an yea its wierd cause she used to be loud but now shes quite but the main thing is her bf still loves her an cares for her that is all :)
i feel u wen ever a txt or voice or looking at ur picture buu :)
sweetdreams pweetii :)
xx
Michelle Le Meredith June 8 at 2:43pm
The mornings better,
thanks boo.. hope ur day would be too..
i'd choose to be def if thats what it takes
to ignore the cold aching words people project
... wish i could do better this one, Fixation mann. sigh.
i 'd rather hate than feel down, searching the hate i have
for him. if hard when i give a shiii. everything is bitter. but i stil care.
thanks boo.. hope ur day would be too..
i'd choose to be def if thats what it takes
to ignore the cold aching words people project
... wish i could do better this one, Fixation mann. sigh.
i 'd rather hate than feel down, searching the hate i have
for him. if hard when i give a shiii. everything is bitter. but i stil care.
Sylvester Naing June 8 at 4:01pm
buu sometimes its hard like u said but i guess sometimes u cant change em, u did ur part an thats fair dont be hatin ur self u did nothing wrong buu..
Its like my lil bro i wish he didnt drink an smoke at this age cause its fuckin up his life, i could tell the parents but then he will tell everyone im a snitch an talk shit an be pissed sighss but if he wants it like that then he will know when he actually grows up wich is....
Theres nothing wrong with caring buu ur doin the right thing if u didnt care then he wouldnt be his sis, like i still back my bro up in a fight cause his fam still...
Hope u doin aight bub talk to me that is all an i will be there:)
Its like my lil bro i wish he didnt drink an smoke at this age cause its fuckin up his life, i could tell the parents but then he will tell everyone im a snitch an talk shit an be pissed sighss but if he wants it like that then he will know when he actually grows up wich is....
Theres nothing wrong with caring buu ur doin the right thing if u didnt care then he wouldnt be his sis, like i still back my bro up in a fight cause his fam still...
Hope u doin aight bub talk to me that is all an i will be there:)
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Michelle Le Meredith June 8 at 4:07pm
its bwt ex.
Sylvester Naing June 8 at 4:14pm
Michelle Le Meredith June 8 at 4:23pm
my bro no hassle, my sis- im letting here go but always be there.
Its always at night when im fcked to feel fo shii. Scratched out erase.
you wont feel for me on this, u just wont be able to, sorry for this shit. maybe some other time.
Its always at night when im fcked to feel fo shii. Scratched out erase.
you wont feel for me on this, u just wont be able to, sorry for this shit. maybe some other time.
Sylvester Naing June 8 at 4:37pm
Sylvester Naing June 8 at 4:37pm
Michelle Le Meredith June 8 at 10:54pm
WHY
i need an answer from sylvester naing. Not sylvia this time.
i need an answer from sylvester naing. Not sylvia this time.
Sylvester Naing June 8 at 11:03pm
you said i wont feel for u on this but i do an i only said that cause thought thats what u wanna hear..
u dont have to be sorry for any shit u never dissapointed me michelle but i guess ur past just keeps coming back>< but i never complained an all i just wanted to do was help you an be there for u thats all..
you want an answer from sylvester francis naing?
well you have been gettin it most the time but this time his straight up forward i cant take it nemore ><
i just wanna feel you hold you kiss you im not been scriptical or what evas im been ME but if u dont feel the same then im just fucked up in the head buu,
sorry for the cuss..
u dont have to be sorry for any shit u never dissapointed me michelle but i guess ur past just keeps coming back>< but i never complained an all i just wanted to do was help you an be there for u thats all..
you want an answer from sylvester francis naing?
well you have been gettin it most the time but this time his straight up forward i cant take it nemore ><
i just wanna feel you hold you kiss you im not been scriptical or what evas im been ME but if u dont feel the same then im just fucked up in the head buu,
sorry for the cuss..
Michelle Le Meredith June 8 at 11:13pm
coz you cant feel whats ive been in, and maybe i give a shit , maybe i dont.. but fack who ever whos trying to have a taste of my Fcked up shit, coz booo, im just killing my self protecting chu from it. Thats why im sorry... and i still am.. i feel FCKN shit when i cant FUCKING tell u things straight coz u me, ur my other half and when i hide shit buu it fckn kills, u dont fucking know bitch u dont.
i'll always be sorry coz im stubborn and i wont let the ppl i give a shit about have the taste of my pain. i dont know, maybe this is FUCKING love or sum shit but i do it boo, even to u. forgive me... and maybe i'll learn to fcking burnnnnnnnnnnn it all always one shot and not feel a thing... coz right about fucking noww im breathing a gain, and when michelle breathes hes breathing hard, need the world to let go of her coz she cant fckn breathe.but when its over... i want chu to know.
im more that all that bullshit u 'd run before facing, so i'll ask this one more fucking time, WHY. why take shit. why now.
im always sorry, so it doesnt matter how.
i'll always be sorry coz im stubborn and i wont let the ppl i give a shit about have the taste of my pain. i dont know, maybe this is FUCKING love or sum shit but i do it boo, even to u. forgive me... and maybe i'll learn to fcking burnnnnnnnnnnn it all always one shot and not feel a thing... coz right about fucking noww im breathing a gain, and when michelle breathes hes breathing hard, need the world to let go of her coz she cant fckn breathe.but when its over... i want chu to know.
im more that all that bullshit u 'd run before facing, so i'll ask this one more fucking time, WHY. why take shit. why now.
im always sorry, so it doesnt matter how.
Sylvester Naing June 8 at 11:47pm
is that what u think i want?
boo ur not the only one on this planet who gets shit thrown at an expect a perfect world, dont be fuckin sorry im not the typical guy who finds out in the end an be like oh great some whack job asian chick with guilts an shit!
i thought u would know better how i am by now boo, im not some guy who cant handle shit to my face i take it everyday at work i work my ass off to get were i am now when all i get is nothing in the end so dont tell me that i dont know how it feels like!
i been thru it too an yea i was in ur position once an didnt want people to get involed with shit an take it own my own but shit you just gotta come soon to realize that there aint shit like that to worry in ur life its just a lil piece in ur life for you to one day looks back an be like WTF was i on..
IF YOU WANNA TELL ME THEN SHIIII TELL ME BOO IM WAITING THATS WHAT IVE BEEN DOIN THIS WHOLE TIME NOT PLAYIN AROUND AN SHIT BUT FINDING OUT WHO U REALLY ARE AN WHO I AM TO YOU BOO..
siff i didnt know ur stubburned already do you see me complaining NO i just take itm an to tell you the truth its hurts seeing me see you upset an not telling me whats wrong an just dont say anything to me like lastnight ur mood from happy to
BUT you wanna know what i do when i feel shitty an pathetic an feels like im not worth it?
"i think about my all my exs an what they did to me an i smack my heart as hard as i can so i dont feel the pain when my heart is aching.. IT doesnt matter how or why it ended but i suffer in the end thats what hmmm.."
what makes u think il run what makes u think im like them other guys u dont know the full me yet buu as u said urself i still dont know the reall u yet im just seeing whats on the surface not the inside of you..
dont be sorry bu just dont i dont have time for been sorry just be STRAIGHT UP CAUSE I TAKE SHIT DAILY I JUST DONT TALK ABOUT IT AS MUCH CAUSE I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THAT BULLSHIT...
if you cant belive that i just wanna make u happy an be there for you then im just not good enough for you am i buu..
boo ur not the only one on this planet who gets shit thrown at an expect a perfect world, dont be fuckin sorry im not the typical guy who finds out in the end an be like oh great some whack job asian chick with guilts an shit!
i thought u would know better how i am by now boo, im not some guy who cant handle shit to my face i take it everyday at work i work my ass off to get were i am now when all i get is nothing in the end so dont tell me that i dont know how it feels like!
i been thru it too an yea i was in ur position once an didnt want people to get involed with shit an take it own my own but shit you just gotta come soon to realize that there aint shit like that to worry in ur life its just a lil piece in ur life for you to one day looks back an be like WTF was i on..
IF YOU WANNA TELL ME THEN SHIIII TELL ME BOO IM WAITING THATS WHAT IVE BEEN DOIN THIS WHOLE TIME NOT PLAYIN AROUND AN SHIT BUT FINDING OUT WHO U REALLY ARE AN WHO I AM TO YOU BOO..
siff i didnt know ur stubburned already do you see me complaining NO i just take itm an to tell you the truth its hurts seeing me see you upset an not telling me whats wrong an just dont say anything to me like lastnight ur mood from happy to
BUT you wanna know what i do when i feel shitty an pathetic an feels like im not worth it?
"i think about my all my exs an what they did to me an i smack my heart as hard as i can so i dont feel the pain when my heart is aching.. IT doesnt matter how or why it ended but i suffer in the end thats what hmmm.."
what makes u think il run what makes u think im like them other guys u dont know the full me yet buu as u said urself i still dont know the reall u yet im just seeing whats on the surface not the inside of you..
dont be sorry bu just dont i dont have time for been sorry just be STRAIGHT UP CAUSE I TAKE SHIT DAILY I JUST DONT TALK ABOUT IT AS MUCH CAUSE I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THAT BULLSHIT...
if you cant belive that i just wanna make u happy an be there for you then im just not good enough for you am i buu..
Sylvester Naing June 9 at 12:22am
if thats what u call love then fuck its working some how dunno how but its gettin ther eventually....
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Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 12:34am
CnfessionPrt3#
FCK what happened yesterday, shit happened so quick everything was tripping.. just last night it self got me spinning, im over it… i’ll only reminisce the bad shit now, keeps me cold, keeps me hard and aware… it takes a woman to do what I fckin did… I just want chu to know, when its us… theres no me nor u.
DON’T FUCKING TAKE SHIT. Or should I say, resolve em then and there. All this is just me letting chu know maybe we’d throw away sum of our values and our ways.. and make new ones. I’ll move fcking on, come with me.
DON’T FEEL a fucking thing for shit out there, I’ll steal ur pain. Coz I’m numb now, wont feel a thing. I aint just saying all this.. as if maybe someday that inner woman would come out again, im saying all this as Michelle le Meredith, that I need to live my present, and be certain that this is it. You’re it. I don’t wanna know what you think you are to me. I need you to know that you can leave whenever you need to. Coz you , Mr Sylvester Francis Naing since day one has engraved in me even as a brother/favkid/ friend/other half/wifey… SO IT DINT MATTER WHAT I WAS TO YOU NOR WHAT YOU DID boo, I’ll learn to not feel a thing.
AND I’ll always have the DICKhed in me to push every man away. So baby, wtv u need I’ll cater to you. Just don’t LOOK back and say fuck that coz, when I put my mind into something, everything else dies. And I wanna scare u away scare the world away. So they’d fucking leave me alone. AND MY ways of loving, to others can WONT see, coz I WONT show. So world, say wtv for when I give I give it ah, but for what I’ve become.. they’ve seen haven’t seen it all. Boo HEAR THIS , I’ll steal ur pain. And it doesn’t fucking matter what I am to you okay?..
FCK what happened yesterday, shit happened so quick everything was tripping.. just last night it self got me spinning, im over it… i’ll only reminisce the bad shit now, keeps me cold, keeps me hard and aware… it takes a woman to do what I fckin did… I just want chu to know, when its us… theres no me nor u.
DON’T FUCKING TAKE SHIT. Or should I say, resolve em then and there. All this is just me letting chu know maybe we’d throw away sum of our values and our ways.. and make new ones. I’ll move fcking on, come with me.
DON’T FEEL a fucking thing for shit out there, I’ll steal ur pain. Coz I’m numb now, wont feel a thing. I aint just saying all this.. as if maybe someday that inner woman would come out again, im saying all this as Michelle le Meredith, that I need to live my present, and be certain that this is it. You’re it. I don’t wanna know what you think you are to me. I need you to know that you can leave whenever you need to. Coz you , Mr Sylvester Francis Naing since day one has engraved in me even as a brother/favkid/ friend/other half/wifey… SO IT DINT MATTER WHAT I WAS TO YOU NOR WHAT YOU DID boo, I’ll learn to not feel a thing.
AND I’ll always have the DICKhed in me to push every man away. So baby, wtv u need I’ll cater to you. Just don’t LOOK back and say fuck that coz, when I put my mind into something, everything else dies. And I wanna scare u away scare the world away. So they’d fucking leave me alone. AND MY ways of loving, to others can WONT see, coz I WONT show. So world, say wtv for when I give I give it ah, but for what I’ve become.. they’ve seen haven’t seen it all. Boo HEAR THIS , I’ll steal ur pain. And it doesn’t fucking matter what I am to you okay?..
Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 5:17am
give it all *
they've havent seen it all *
they've havent seen it all *
Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 5:19am
If all else fails boo, i would remember where the love was foundd. thats if the plane goes down.. boo, promised. ♥
Sylvester Naing June 9 at 6:36am
iima do what ever it takes to keep that plane up high an thats promiss im keeping boo ♥
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Sylvester Naing June 9 at 6:49am
well then boo do what you gotta do i dont care what i am to you as long as im by your side to cater with you :)
an im sorry bout lastnight i just had to say it itss been in me the day i met u just never wanted to say buu..
if thats a way u have too show towards me then boo il be crazy to ignore that sign, i show commitment like theres no girl that can make me happy except her like any other guy would if they set there mind to it,
il come with if u hold my hand boo..
Imy.
an im sorry bout lastnight i just had to say it itss been in me the day i met u just never wanted to say buu..
if thats a way u have too show towards me then boo il be crazy to ignore that sign, i show commitment like theres no girl that can make me happy except her like any other guy would if they set there mind to it,
il come with if u hold my hand boo..
Imy.
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Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 7:00am
baby...
Sylvester Naing June 9 at 7:01am
PS
it doesnt matter what you are to me you ae just Michelle Le Meredith an im just Sylvester Francis Naing..
Steal my heart an pain if u dare buu.x
it doesnt matter what you are to me you ae just Michelle Le Meredith an im just Sylvester Francis Naing..
Steal my heart an pain if u dare buu.x
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Sylvester Naing June 9 at 7:01am
PS
it doesnt matter what you are to me you ae just Michelle Le Meredith an im just Sylvester Francis Naing..
Steal my heart an pain if u dare buu.x
it doesnt matter what you are to me you ae just Michelle Le Meredith an im just Sylvester Francis Naing..
Steal my heart an pain if u dare buu.x
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Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 7:03am
boo...
Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 7:09am
wouldd...
Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 7:09am
would chu hold on to something...
Sylvester Naing June 9 at 7:38am
Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 7:40am
♥
takegood care of this mmkay?x
takegood care of this mmkay?x
Sylvester Naing June 9 at 7:43am
Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 7:45am
take care of this too. Kiss every wound better. x
Sylvester Naing June 9 at 7:58am
ima cherish it boo,
thanks chu an does the same but kiss it the way she likes it.x
thanks chu an does the same but kiss it the way she likes it.x
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Sylvester Naing June 9 at 12:54pm
mmm reminiscing...x
Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 2:35pm
tell me everything boo, when ever, where ever. im learnin too. x
Sylvester Naing June 9 at 2:42pm
lets start from the basics,
an work our way up,
dont matter how long it takes as long as we both get ther bubba :) x
an work our way up,
dont matter how long it takes as long as we both get ther bubba :) x
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Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 2:45pm
holds his hands..
boo this is it... im ere,
lean with me, rock with me.. yer ma starr..x
boo this is it... im ere,
lean with me, rock with me.. yer ma starr..x
Sylvester Naing June 9 at 2:56pm
mmm i like this very much abit too much hehe like a fat kid loves cake :)
ur my shineing star bu..x
ur my shineing star bu..x
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Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 3:35pm
i'll always feed my lil chubzie dino :)
nuuu, they cant stop US shinin x
nuuu, they cant stop US shinin x
Sylvester Naing June 9 at 3:47pm
Sylvester Naing June 9 at 3:48pm
Michelle Le Meredith June 9 at 4:23pm
ish kay, i still luuhh tht :)
hmm, some day, some one would boo.. xx
hmm, some day, some one would boo.. xx
Sylvester Naing June 9 at 6:02pm
u better x) heh,
think positive boo save that talk for later aight :)
xx
think positive boo save that talk for later aight :)
xx
Michelle Le Meredith June 16 at 8:34pm
hey boo..
DNM'd with dad...
. ˟ + ᴸᴱ cantStopWontstop+ said (8:42 PM):
it was good.. possitive.. motivating... i've lost me...
rad this book, gained it all back.. i cant fool around anymore.. no time.. not now...
every minute will matter for me from now... and i have to go...mission mode...hed in the game...
i'll keep chu updated as we do . im great and i have part of u to keep me kickin.. parts of jere keep me spinnin, part of milk keeps me going.. all these are motivations...
16/0610+ 08:40 PM + mood: in a gush of hope to strive and hit every target every aim every spot. his souls always with me. Chit tel. x feel that boo. no ego lost, just real. no tears drop, coz this feeling 'll nvr fail.
our talks may not be 24/7 but my , as this heart beats boo.. its whaa it’d do :) this is it. x
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. ˟ + ᴸᴱ cantStopWontstop+ said (8:42 PM):
it was good.. possitive.. motivating... i've lost me...
rad this book, gained it all back.. i cant fool around anymore.. no time.. not now...
every minute will matter for me from now... and i have to go...mission mode...hed in the game...
i'll keep chu updated as we do . im great and i have part of u to keep me kickin.. parts of jere keep me spinnin, part of milk keeps me going.. all these are motivations...
16/0610+ 08:40 PM + mood: in a gush of hope to strive and hit every target every aim every spot. his souls always with me. Chit tel. x feel that boo. no ego lost, just real. no tears drop, coz this feeling 'll nvr fail.
our talks may not be 24/7 but my , as this heart beats boo.. its whaa it’d do :) this is it. x
Sylvester Naing June 16 at 8:58pm
boo take ur time im by ur side..x
i never fooled with u from the start i was playful nut same time was conscious an now my heads in the game too boo u keep me charged day n night u keep me goin ur my motavation cause boo...
the pressures on,
both hearts beat like a metronome..
i hope they never find out
what they already know,
as soon as its official
we'll have to let it go,
so we don't confirm the fling
keep avoiding all the questions
you can teach me many things
i'm just scared to learn a lesson,
BUT NOW BOO,
i know you don't break their hearts
but it's you i wanna be babe
and i will never ever be the first, to say it
but still i they know i ah ah ah cause,
baby i would do it
Push a button
Pull a trigger
Climb a mountain
Jump off a cliff
Cause you know baby,
im starting to feel it
im starting to miss it
im staring to appreciate it,
and im a little be in L..E with chu...
SyMboLiSM ♥
i never fooled with u from the start i was playful nut same time was conscious an now my heads in the game too boo u keep me charged day n night u keep me goin ur my motavation cause boo...
the pressures on,
both hearts beat like a metronome..
i hope they never find out
what they already know,
as soon as its official
we'll have to let it go,
so we don't confirm the fling
keep avoiding all the questions
you can teach me many things
i'm just scared to learn a lesson,
BUT NOW BOO,
i know you don't break their hearts
but it's you i wanna be babe
and i will never ever be the first, to say it
but still i they know i ah ah ah cause,
baby i would do it
Push a button
Pull a trigger
Climb a mountain
Jump off a cliff
Cause you know baby,
im starting to feel it
im starting to miss it
im staring to appreciate it,
and im a little be in L..E with chu...
SyMboLiSM ♥
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