It was the best of days, it was the worst of days.

You know when you’re at your best, to whatever that may happen will not be able to shake ur welfare,until ur smiles turn its curve around from the things that matter, and the same, turned itself around.

I can’t save others any longer; it feels like it’s my time to do my own deeds, my own self favors. So what makes you think I’ll try again? Like I’ve told myself, I’m the only exception. Me. Because I have sins to purify, things to fix, important wills to achieve.

It feels like I’ve failed me, for not keeping on.Like Going against my "cant stop". But like you said: “I give up” without thinking. There are just so many things I’d say, and want to say, but this time those words are only left for people who really give a damn about my attempts to care. When i say “i don’t need anything, anyone, take it all- you can’t hold me back nor hold me down” i meant it all.

But when chances are right before these pair of eyes, I grasp and thank god for this gift to beautify her current life. But if tastes turn to sour, nature can’t be fought, they’re irreversible. I’ve finally learn to accept that some things aren’t within my control, so i'll let it.

Their feelings don’t reflect mine. But when i care, their well beings do. I’ll learn to adapt as i always do, and it’s okay... So whatever you thought would bring you contentment, fight for it. Cause if you’re certain, it’s enough for me to respect that. Day 111/121. My last wish: Treat yourself fair, to the day you’ll tell me “go”, with certainty, promise me you’re happier that way, that’s the least u could do for me after all this time.

says: "cause it's ours; we built it"


i'm in a space bound rocket ship and our home's the moon,
but i'm aiming to earth; Getaway for a short while,
So you could put on ur mask to do your deeds, efficiency.
I should understand how u feel, so i know what
its like. Main man, just remember:

Rule 39 #"you can be all fucked in the body
or a whole, but what lies within the mind
lifts all mass to let one grow."- lvlere. +

You got it, cause you're a super nova. Day 148# ur almost there. 

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