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“We lie awake in our battlefields, One chance to prove ourselves, We will prevail, Our will to live is powerful and our strength will never fade away, To the weak who try to stop us, You don't have the strength, So save your breath, Stand your ground when our hate has been concealed I'll carry it to the grave now that fate is revealed, Hold your head up high, Cause tomorrow you may die, Cause there's no one safe around here, Stand your ground, Til you're the last one in town. Keeps on glowing, And the winds of change will keep on blowing”- Cant.Stop.Wont.Stop.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

May 19 at 11:55am -May 21 at 9:02am

@ 8/08/2010 11:56:00 AM

boo:)

Between You and Sylvester Naing
Sylvester Naing May 19 at 11:55am
Enough chit chat cause heres the set down i really like u an i just wanna get to know u more thats my say boo, i will talk to u as long as i can to get ur trust in me an my values to ur standerds i cant promise u il be the perfect person like been buff an shiit but i can garentee to make u smile an feel warm inside when ever u with me cause thats all i wanna see boo:)
but thru our time we spent talkn together i know i can make it work an make our bond stronger? cause i just need a girl that will make it work cause i will too no doubt about that pretty :) x
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Michelle Le Meredith May 19 at 4:31pm
3:57 Syl: Dont be hurt buu i have a good heart an only want to be sure its just ur nature, an yesh please heal this promiss =) x

4:18 Chlle: And untill that one day when you decided it maybe is taking a toll on you.. Would you sing to me that you're sorry that it dint work out, and your movin on, and your sorrry, that its over now, the pain is gonn...

4:20 chlle: * brushes my fingers on yours. Ah i miss that.
Michelle Le Meredith May 19 at 4:48pm
- i wanna trust chu
- standards, i value urs as much as my own
- no ones perfect so baby, its kay coz it'd apply on me too
- sall bout balance babe:)physically & emotionally
- you know you can make it work. What makes you so sure?=o
- stronger bond, working it out, no doubts =) what a nice thought...

everything i do, i awaits of my urge, my instincts to tell me its time..
still waiting on it boo. in time, maybe i can silly wuv the silly you :)
Sylvester Naing May 19 at 6:05pm
michelle i had my share of so called fun i know friends who have settlled down already an wat there like 18 an there like 21 now an well there already married crazy yes? but not when they in wuv :)

an my friend his been goin out with his gf since high skool an its been 3 yrs nows an still strong. now i just want to be like them eventually, rather then them one nighters wich u get nothing out of but pleasure then ur back on ur own...

mmm BUT its ok if u cant bub i dont expect u to waste ur life so early on me... BUT WHAT IF I DONT TAKE A TOLL ON YOU AN I NEVER GET SICK OF YOU BUT I JUST GROW AB FEEL FOR U MORE THEN WHOS LAUGHN! ab boo i wuv touchin ur soft hair too :)

WELL Im sure i can make it work cause from the sart bub i to have been testing u to hehe shocking right no not for u :)

*most girls dont really say they wanna setelle down or find the mr perfect an talk about it as much as well u :) an sure i understand they still yung but u buu u just wanna find the right guy who u can finally let go ur tru emotions with an no get hurt in the end, an is it hard well yes but in time as u said u will but wat if THIS IS IT an u just walked by the oppertunaty?

WELL i can make it work because i just wanna find just one girl now an im been srs i been tryn since i hit 18 an im been HONEST an no not just 4 chicks BUT only one an stick with her as long as i can untill she gets sick of me or her love for me fadesss away...

i just hope u can see in time before its too late boo, cause i dont ruin sumfyn that took me this long to get,earn there trust cause that would be the biggest FAILURE in my life time an i wouldnt be able to trust my self again but boo i can do them things above i told chu when i have my mind set on sumfyn that i really wanna cheresh an wuv :)
Michelle Le Meredith May 19 at 9:54pm
=) ive always been stubborn, bout the things i need/want/love/give, they tell me im dangerous... even from just being me i was a soul mate. As if being stubborn would be a bad thing in this case. And of coz i'd always turn away.. Maybe u'd understand, and maybe you wont, but i've always been self sufficient. And maybe your sight is blinded by what i can give.. the love the care and fair shares of things... but do u ever question if u were a victim of relationships? Maybe i should live the present , forget the pat and make a future but, my mind look-a-yonder. And no one can save me. i mean ppl say they'd save me.. but they can even touch the surface of understanding me. Babe, it'd be crazy. Or too much for one to handle... Looks are deceiving.. and im jst considerate of your being =)

youre delicate, and a beautiful compassionate being,... But thats a bad thing in this cruelcruel world... let me protect you...protect you from me... to me WHAT is presented within our everyday is only one phase of reality. Guess what? mine confronts and challenges it... to me love, work, success , failure, fun, or wtv mannn... they're nothin to me. i value my idealogy, yours and other's. as though i live to serve them :) Im a burden. if you dont see it now , you will ...so what are you betting ?
Sylvester Naing May 19 at 10:27pm

Hmm boo i know were ur comin from, you said u want to forget the pass but yet ur mind yonders?

Well if u want that to stop its simple but not easy just say to ur self when u feel like u know ur right but ur other half says its not, *do u really wanna keep questioning urself about life an how life should be from ur prospective?

Yes i have questioned if i was a victim of an relationship, well i was still 17 an first time i thought i was inlove but face it i was an amature an just wanted to see what love was like, an yet i knew the consicuences of gettin my heartbroken not only once but twice an after that LOVE was just another word that fades everytime i heard it...

U must think im some desperate guy lookn for love? But fortunately boo Ur right
Looks Are Deciveing an u proved that to me when we sat down at maccas an had that talk:)


If u really are strong
from the mind an body u would just say Fuck This ima try an do this nukaaah its not that hard if u set ur mind to it i do it when i know i cant do it but yet i try to convince my mind to stop been a bitch an do it *not that im callin u it hehe ;D


but srsly boo is it bad for me to care an just be there for u no matter what?

Because i too know that this world is a fuckd up place these days! but Shit u do what eva u like boo as u said before about ur parents, U make ur own rules an i respect that!

And Im not some figure that can be judged by anyone, cause thats not there job thats GODS, were just living here as his creations just like the animal creatures except he gave us abit more to live on..

Silly boo i dont gamble:)
especially on love its pathetic u earn ur love not bet, an yes i need guidence thru my life to be the bestest i can be an not put my self down from the failures that have put me down before..

Hmm boo can u be my guidence for me one day perhaps?

Mmm Fuck it just shut up an kiss me :)

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Michelle Le Meredith May 19 at 10:43pm
hands on ur face, eyes intensified, shuts it, kisses it...
before tomorrow dies.

bring ur hand to my chest,its racing..
and i dont know why.

x
Michelle Le Meredith May 19 at 11:06pm
Im strong enough to admit atht I hide my weak. I cant afford to say fack it coz when I do, I loose more than jst ignoring one part of me.. I ignore it all.

I have an instinct that screams out what I wanna do, but the other half of that rips out what is right to do. All my shit Is cut in half , as though I can never jst do as I want to. But eventually do for the greater good… in most cases the greater good favours what I believe is better for others.but not myself [ . Tender, lovin carin would be an “instinct” and leaving for one may believe their a burden to another is “the greater good” ] you’ve heard all the dramaz go… saying : “I’d love one enough to love none, for the better” sorrowful sacrifice.

AHHHHHHHHH drama is like bull shit, but we made it tht way. Grr heh, is it dramatic to grip ur waist, locks it on mine and take advantage of your lips at this point of time? =) haha…

I bet on my love, coz they’re easily captured and easily released. easily earned and easily lost, even when its believed to be at the strongest point , im ready to loose everything. Coz i was once "not ready" and mann that turned my hed around.

If I see love as how u see it… babe, I would be no different as the girls out there. Maybe it is time genders swapped places, maybe it’d work better that way, maybe I’d know what security means even when I loose some. Cause till then when guys know how to give and retires as the taker, we and take their givings ... love is never as shallow as the first ones... others invest in em.

I don’t wanna be your guidance.. not for one day maybe some..
yeh babe, some day~ hold me close, maybe your breath might jst tame my external stir.x
Sylvester Naing May 19 at 11:09pm
cant get enough of ur warm sweet lips, but yet my heart races everytime i talk to u an it goes faster when im close to you cause i just need ur time boo..

x

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Sylvester Naing May 20 at 9:53am
an you just admitted boo its ok, an yess u give all u got but in the end its just the same?

For me its all about the interior not the exterior boo thats were the truth comes from..

Mmm no it is no dramatic u just want me to heal ur pain an i shall by my tender kiss an keep u by my waist for how ever long it takes boo :)


an i hear u i too made that choice! but fcuk it boo lifes too short these days to be worried about things i put my happyness in front of me an leave my worries behind!

Because i cant live on this earth my whole life, who knows i could be talkn to u for one moment an the next i could be gone.. Cause alot of shit happens these days espesh for yung ones dyeing in car crashes or violence or watevas but i know for a fact i wont be one of them hopefully...

an babe i will hold u close to me as long as i can till it takes for u to notice mee, but if i fail boo please dont show any remorce for me cause it will just make me hurt more...

Kid teung turrx

(i miss you)

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Michelle Le Meredith May 21 at 2:30am
it’s always the same.. but theres little many can do~ acceptance.
yeaa, and why do u think I disvalue the out looks of thing? Coz the depth out shines it most uv tha time =)

heal nothing boo, its learning to heal it self =D always been that way~ till the inner core explodes, I mean Wooohooo =) adrenaline .. heh. *[calm tha fak down yu Crayze bitch.]

haha as if lifes short. I mean mannnn~ shoot me already HAHHA:D * astalavista babehhh~ xD

oiiii silly goose =((((( I kill yhu boy~ don’t say shit lyk tht, [ even though think tht my self sumtymes baha] , coz nufins gon happen to chu. *Teleports beside u, sooo, hows it going [ do the eye brow hello] haha ..

everything I do takes a long process, that distant with the idea of regrets , its not within my control but I trust me to deal with the after effect boo. I wont make chu feel a thing… if u want to. Anything u need babe im there.. buh sigh, apart from tht its always the status , always.

- at heart , ....
Sylvester Naing May 21 at 9:02am
can i just see u boo an just give u a big hug cause i like that right now :)

but im already learning so much off chu boo an i dont wanna stop :)

i know hun i dont wanna think that so ok if u say soo, * just said that so chu could teleport next to me hehe an steal an kiss of chu ;) hehe sneaky?


Of course i wanna feel it boo i sumtimes people feel sorry for them so they show remorce i just dont want that cause it will just make me put my self down..

I know u will bub an i too will be there il make sure of that:)

A.. C... P... M. When were both ready boo,,
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