Drealvler's 3yes+

Status: 05/11/10; 12:36 am

" For what you always thought was
far, its only coming for you now."

Extract: "..a quitter only when my body is covered
in dirt with the engravement of "R.I.P"; I'm sick, I'm
loud and I'm over humanity, get out & its piles of dirt on
my front steps, make it crush you, before none could adapt .."

Status: 09.10.10 ; 03:00pm

"Cause until now, many still don't know what
they've got till its gone; and we're thinking alike"

Extract: you have much to deal with, so she'll go. 
You're your "whole" with or without any, so there's
no need. You don't need to hear any screaming about
the shit you've become, so she'll leave. Wheres home.

Acknowledgment:

"... to face the consequences to my intended actions. You
as the climax, depth as the resolution and "to be continued"
as the finale towards this ever changing state of uncertainty."

And till the day you're able to be sincere to your self, meet
your true demons and be ready to face the mirror and see
through reality, perhaps i can still be proud for you, the real you.

___________________________________.This is for you.____________

+ ll wonderland of contradiction ll +

“Words escape me, emotions cannot.

My gaze is uncomfortable and unsure where to fall.

This is too much to emotionally contemplate.

I feel unsteady.

I am floating in a boat of

emotional conundrum, emotional flux.

One moment rocking gentle in a state of quiet contemplation,

next embracing myself amidst turmoil,

wondering if I will make it, and to what?

I am unsure, a place and time and moment.

A poetic wonderland of whimsy or solemnity;

a daunting or propitious berth?

The spell breaks and eventually visual focus is found,

tantalized. Another spell is cast.

Wonderfully vivid gestural strokes from absurd images

that are at once incongruous yet completely appropriate,

naively sophisticated.I am ensconced both emotionally and

visually within a wonderland of contradiction.

Strange little spirited objects, things, life form entice me to play,

contemplate, admire, identify with, embrace,

fear, comfort, protect, repel.Welcome to this world.

A world that is mine.”- Written piece by Bill Brown:

The ship of fools.

Who we were & what we've become.

M i c h e l l e L e e

C h e r y l   L e e

J a s o n L e e

R y a n   L e e

T h e.3 v o l u t i o n.S i n c e.B i r t h :
Jase Face : Playful, Charismatic, Definition of the smile on other's
faces, a lil charmer who they loved, but the lil devil inside grew as he did.
Been cheeky since the minute you get to know him, like he knew what
to say, and how to say it, socially welcoming, till when he comes home at the
age of his teen, it was hell to all.All seemed simple when he was young till he was
the 1st in the family to pull through all hardships,"the Oldest".Things changed
and so he did, soon turning 21 in 5 months, and proud for who he've become .
Mich bich: Grumpy, Eccentric, Cheerful all the time. If you hear noise,
shes having fun. The ugly baby, though skinny, the heaviest weighed
,big head, faceless eyeball dolled face...Grew up very much the same,
angry, eccentric, cheerful and always having fun when she gets a chance
to feel home again. Age 4, is when she had the best time, tom boy baby
playing with anything she can find, chilling with her bro, mother dolled
her tryin to get her to like pretty things, that's when she discovered hello kitty.
Got older as she began to took life more seriously, discovered ways to mask. 
CherBear:Young, quietest baby, made the world melt the minute she was
born, without trying, she made the world around her happy. Without
crying, she gets what she wants, an angel, pale and tranlucent,attracts
the light -a perfect baby, a perfect kid as shes always smiling to make things
light. She looks up to her sister,till we're like twins. We use to get dressed up in
identical clothing, and now we sound the same, like the same things.Late
teens came the climax to her tougher life. Perfect turned it self around,
and now remain the opposite to who she was born to be, trapped and
still searching for answers, not knowing everyone is still here for her.
RyanPooFace: Jason's twin since birth but the only one that makes ALL
say "awww"; Every twin has a kind and a cheeky one, so that's the opposition.
He was the gift to the family, that made us siblings perfect pairs. Two boys
and two girls, the perfect four. Smart, Perfect kid, obedient son,Family's Light,
He's my favourite, because he glows, something i havent seen for a long time,
he makes me feel young again, in other words happy, and i'll do anything for him x

Perhaps simplicity did look more delicate, translucent, memorable.
Perhaps we are caught in between the society's status quo and
expectations to compete upon one another. And also, perhaps we
never needed all those, because nature made each of us beautiful
and we can never change that. Knowing the race is a life long "no
need" and we'd eventually come home, pure, come home bare skin, real.
The Jason, The Michelle, The Cheryl, The Ryan. Just let loose & be home soon.
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Its my 111th post, and this is my wish, on Drealvler's watch, i'm thankful for all. x