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i m sorry. mb.

this other half is giving you

a chance. a chance to go without

her., giv em one too. i wont forget chu.

thx for everything. every letterz wouldve
meant something, we knew that. :/ x mb//ml. gdbye.________________________________

down;broken.

uncertainty kills me.
why do i try when i m gonna fall
why do i try when im gonna drown
why do i try when im going down.
i'm loosing what i've never found ='

teardrops on her keyboards tryin to
reach to those three words, eight letters.
Yours sincerely, always and ever more. lvleredith.

no1knows.

it was never just a dream...

Its nearly 3am, words are exchanged.

lights are shut, on her back, in bed,

playlist on replay, sooths & mend.

a First type of comfort. almost perfect.

mind, body, heart.as whole. it says...

"whole heartedly". - the sooth +

Only the song " my immortal" can explain.
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i wish i never had to say anything to be
alright, i wish they could read my mind,
when all it said was "you".whe all it said
was everything i cant have.all i needed was
you to be home. all the ifs that can never face
its own realism.All the things i wish for. i can
never smile as i sleep again as much as i wanted to.
The song sings" you'd be alright", "i got you".
but my hrt only sees two hrts going apart. i'll miss you.


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Cant & dont.

Sometimes... 

i hope many could know the ways in which shes divided.
Her mode of adaptation. The faces, phases and ways...
and pray that one can accept that when shes in the game,
she cant afford to go soft at hrt, she cant put her ways to
love on replay, she cant respond in ways she want others
to know. A code, a rule that needs to be follow. Everytime
she breaks it... she drown her self. with thoughts, reasons,&
actions. Shes sorry. I cant go off track is what i'm saying...
or if it was to leave one stranded for a lil while, & save lives
in the long run i would. Love & career cannot go together.

Its sunday, im receiving messages. my heart is kicking, but
my mind wont let it.If i havent had the weights on me, there
wouldnt be limits.. and i wouldve been able to feel the same.
Right now,i cant & dont feel a thing, still searching for reasons.

cause i knew deep down, there are some things waiting to come out.
"when its all over, we'll have much to share & give, much to learn &;
believe" im really trying. but i cant hide but to wish theres more in him
than there is more in me, coz one wont get tired to feel, but tired to hope.

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