"Home"

Verse 1

this is for you

because you always been here for me

an now im here for you,

cause where blind, deaf, mute

still we lit the spark with out words.

people said it was impossible

but with you everything's possible,

guess this where it starts

where the unthinkable begins

where the unfortunate comes fortunate

this time.

but now the blind can see

 the deaf can hear

the mute can speak 

once again.

 Chorus

now sitting in my room 

reminiscing our stories

that we painted together,

cant wait for that day

the day she come home

sleep till shes home...

cause home is where shes happy

home is where shes not restless,

home is what keeps her breathes

home is where you belong .

Verse 2

i don't wanna pretend no more

cant handle this pain no more

need something that can lift me

need someone who can fill me.

the emptiness that's been inside of me

the deep gash that's been abused from me

don't know how i do this alone

thank god that she came in time

before i do something stupid.

 tired of the fake

maybe that's why

he always breaks,

the reasons why he cried

when it was not fate to state.

Verse 3

its clear to us that this is something new

to me to you out of the ordinary

to the extraordinary.

don't wanna ask to much

cause every time i do it gets abused 

just a step at a time is what im asking too.

still in the process the process of learning

so much more to learn
an so much time is on our side

if it takes forever  then forever let it be

 least i still got her in my sight .

Verse 4

shes departing again for the second time

baby be safe, his smiling he'll be good.

where ever the wind blows 

that's where she should go

eyes sting while i write this verse

oh wait its raining again.

no not what you think its more than that

his just happy just grateful bii

that someones there thinking of him.

so what  more could i ask for?
nothing
because theirs something beautiful that awaits for him.

FINALE

" the light gets brighter.

 cant tell what it is yet,

till then i sit here patiently 

till the day she'll come home safe :"
-yours truly, SFN-

SyMboLiSM ~ {sm(L)sm}

She’ll be home soon, the day gets darker around five, she’ll be home soon, it’s only a short bicycle ride, she’ll be home soon, the dinner’s on, and the smells fill the room. And no dizzy heights,can spoil her appetite,tonight or any other night. She’ll be home soon, melting snowflakes in her hair, she’ll be home soon, her perfume will fill the air, she’ll be home soon, oh with the moon, or maybe half a moon. But that’ll be just fine,for she always shines, bright against the winter night. Yeah that’ll suit me fine,because she always shines,high, in the night sky. She’ll be home soon.x - s.f.n.
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Sources to the pulse+

14.10.10 Thurs 07:10:10

Take a breath, take it deep

Calm yourself, he says to me

If you play, you play for keeps

Take the gun, and count to three

I’m sweating now, moving slow

No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart, beating

You can see it through my chest

Said I’m terrified but I’m not leaving

I know that I must pass this test

So just pull the trigger (trigger x4)

Say a prayer, to yourself

He says close your eyes,

Sometimes it helps

And then I get, a scary thought

That he’s here, means he’s never lost

And you can see my heart, beating

Oh you can see it through my chest

And I’m terrified, but I’m not leaving

Know that I must pass this test

So just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes

I’m wondering will I, ever see another sunrise?

So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye

But it’s too late to pick up the value of my life

And you can see my heart, beating

Oh oh you can see it through my chest

Said I’m terrified, but I’m not leaving

Know that I must pass this test

And you can see my heart, beating

Oh you can see it through my chest

I I I’m terrified but I’m not leaving (no, no)

Know that I must pass this test

So just pull the trigger

Good bye awaits tommorow. x llvlL