undivided.divided.lost.found.past.present.

.DAYS.TO.REMEMBER.1-10.

15.05.10-Day1

 11.06.10-Day2

 26.06.10-Day3

 03.07.10-Day4

 15.07.10-Day5

 25.09.10-Day6

 26.09.10-Day7

 21.11.10-Day8

24.11.10-Day9

27.11.10-Day10

other Moments like these:

13.06.10-12:04pm-04:45pm:Sunday ChurchBoys, 1st unofficial Meet up.

14/11/10-05:33am-weeks later: "Dont Lie to yourself" , "i Cant do this anymore"

27.11.10-10:58pm-11:33pm:Day10 cruise home, words: " missing"...

29.11.10- 00:01-5:01am: "one night that changed us".

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"gravity, why..."

Codes.

I've always knew who she was. Did you?

I’m not sure how I’m feeling tonight, but its far from usual. Or simply just far from where I’ve been trying to get to… Maybe I just cant run from my undivided self, a character, a habitual personality some called instinct or truth.

“i live on codes, this is the part where i'm a lil helpless trying to intro the introvert side of her. in fact its... preposterous”

"merry" goes around her in her  scripted merry-go-round”

“depth got me starting to question, but I cant do without it. And when you're fed on something that seems wrong to you, its different. caught in between”

"we can careless of what other think about us, but we cant careless of what we think of ourselves".

i guess the problem has always been me.

"problem" is the perfect word for me. Why do u think I've been doing what im doing to all. cause neither of youse need it. Its never about them audience. Have you, ever felt like a problem to ur own causes?

words.; ..but to me it means other things that "the people" isn't informed about

I've been tryin' lately, always, since and still... hiding some parts and maybe it'll go away, but ere i am today, still ere. with all the traits, questions, ....words; thats does its effect to hurt...agitate. To tell you about me, is to give u chances u deserved to consider... truth.

I always felt like Michelle is only personal and Meredith is only presentable; an introvert and extrovert; "like when the shows over, we'd all go back home" How does it feel to leave one part alone?
codes painted me a situation,
so what did it paint you?...who knew.

The sequence, choice, time, place, content, and glimpse has its reasons. Like i said, pictures dont tell many much, but it tells me infinite words, so let the engine stall.

"Message in a bottle"-To me , to you.

Some may let pictures, footage, images speak for them,

but i don't believe a single one can let the world know how

i feel, who i am and where life takes me. Words, been there

for me, so if i do share them as posts, Its only a glimpse,

its not a privilege to access into my personal life neither,

its just nothing more than a paused mental picture.a taste in

memory lane. So bar my expression, my mood and its swings. I

aint me all the time. Your understand will be most appreciated.