favourite part of everyday, i get to see you here.

Good
night
my
world.
xo <3x

Sometimes, we jst cant...

Jason Walker- Down.

I don’t know where I’m at
I’m standing at the back
And I’m tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Not ready to let go
Cause then I'd never know
What I could be missing
But I’m missing way too much
So when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
Oh I am going down, down, down
Can’t find another way around
And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Oh it’s coming down, down, down.
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She breathing, heart pounding waiting for somethign to happen,
cause she doesn't know where shes going... where shes at...
shes waitin, and hope she finds what she chasing for...

but shes stuck.. and on the edge of a cliff, her wings
are gone, shes falling.. shes going down. theres no other way..

coz shes afraid what she'd be missing, she've always missed
 the sky she couldnt see, shes weak. She dont wanna loose anymore.
she never liked the feeling of drowing, in the ocean, the her own
pain, the sound the scrreech that replays in her mind. Shes loosing it.

and loosing what she never found, loosing what she had. loosing what
she needed, loosing before, loosing after. Loosing as shes stuck..struck.
trying... so why. why is it coming down when theres nothin else to loose?

anyone... pls.
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Acknowledgement

It takes one to know what
its like for another..+
like mirrors facing one other.
Who he was -was reflection of her
we understood our world inside out
the same kind, another half. Dint matter
what i was to him, never did. Its jst nice to
have another you who knew what it was like. MBML.

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perhaps words can never explain no type of
feeling, it takes an invisible skill to pick up a type
of force. Music, Scripts, Narratives, Clips, create
our rites of passage. Hope one could follow mine,
through the source- hrt, soul to feel for me. coz
i never needed audience, i only needed hope- answers.

Grace & Faith. Be with me.

If .

dont be afraid, i got chu...

Its Sunday, the only day before and after chaos.
the only day i can feel tired, miserable and gloomy.
the only day i have a chance. The only day i can
do everything thats me, feel free to sit infront of her
mirror, feel free and not numb, cry, tear, what ever it
was there to feel.. i knew i still had to sleep it off for
the next day. Sunday, the only day people write songs
to, the only day people 'd share their covers shed some
skin, morning or night, people 'd get together, coz there
wouldnt be an excuse to take off to where ever. Sunday.
Her sunday.
spending time with her playlist.. They mean alot, they tell her
their own story, the instrumental, the lyrical...all playing loud.
Louder than words it self, she feel a thunder outcry, one's
mind cant reach any higher, one drop of tear, her eyes blink a
long blink almost shutting, crinkled eyebrows. Her head sways,
feel for every beat, heart sings its every key, played her the world.

They were symbolic in their own ways, plays as they make one's sway.
Beautiful written all over it. Its 10pm, i'll be good and sleep it off tonight.
thank you for ever second given me to appreciate me. yours truly.llvllchlle+
 

Favourites:

1. Yiruma - A River Flows In You
2. My Immortal by Evanescence
3. Sanctuary ~ Utada Hikaru
4. First Love - Utada Hikaru
5. Love Rain Part 2 - AM Kidd
6. Leona Lewis - I Got U
7. Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On
8. Down- Jason Walker
9. Amy Lee,Seether -Broken
10. Kiss The Rain - Yiruma
11. Shine Down - Second Chance
12. unthinkable alicia keys
13. Breathless by Shayne Ward
14. Fallen - Sarah McLachlan
15. Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna
16. Truly Madly Deeply by Savage Garden
17. Break Even -by The Script
18. The Used - It's Hard To Say
19. Jason Mraz - Plane
20. Yiruma- One Day I Will , Leave Behind
21. Wang Lee Hom - Kiss Goodbye
22. ciara promise acapella
23. Take You Down  - ShiGGa Shay
24. Dare You to Move by Switchfoot
25.  Sanctuary Instrumental
    Someday,
    i'd be able to tell the world my story,
    perhaps it was through each song.
    perhaps it was through each reason.
    perhaps it was through each beating.
    of this heart, this mind, this body. cause...
    for better or worst, i got chu. no goodbyes x
    
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LvTheWy.uLie+

Just gonna stand there & watch me burn...
 its all right because i like the way it hurts..

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

Well that's all right because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe

I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight

As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint

And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate

And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she f**kin' hates me

And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"

"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"

We're runnin' right back, here we go again

So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great

I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois Lane

But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap

Whose that dude? I don't even know his name

I laid hands on her

I never stoop so low again

I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe

When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em

Got that warm fuzzy feeling

Yeah them chills used to get em

Now you're getting f**kin' sick of lookin' at em

You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em

Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em

You push pull each other's hair

Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em

So lost in the moments when you're in em

It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both

So they say it's best to go your seperate ways

Guess that they don't know ya

Cause today that was yesterday

Yesterday is over, it's a different day

Sound like broken records playin' over

But you promised her next time you'll show restraint

You don't get another chance

Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave out the window

Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean

And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine

But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me

When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me

Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems

Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano

All I know is I love you too much to walk away though

Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk

Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?

Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball

Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall

Next time there won't be no next time

I apologize even though I know it's lies

I'm tired of the games I just want her back

I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to f**kin' leave again

I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire