The faces: Whats Left: "A No, & Nothingness".

. AN END TO FEB 2011.
.gd bye sorrows.

.M.e.r.e.d.i.t.h.
"Failure isn't an option, success isn't a possibility."
Status, expectations, rules, papers, accuracy,
determination, persistence, everlasting motivation.

 .M.i.c.h.e.l.l.e.
No matter how low things get, there will always be one
light that force these pair of eyes to rise above and plant a
curve on those lips, a smile for hope in a better tomorrow.

.L.e.e.
 Darkness may take light away, but her skin forces
the moon light to raise the shades of her 5senses, her
smile tells the world shes sad inside, her smile tell
the world- don't run nor hide, her smile tells the world
she wont matter, & wish the world worry for none
& go on with a better tomorrow. You wont miss a thing.

 But till the end of time, the numbness wont fade,
the faces cant hide, her name is three words in
the middle of two split personalities, two cant play
with no game, & the only part left is her signature.
Le, caught in the middle with low and highs, with
this all faces, this is whats left. Nothingness, a no.

To all answers. To all possibilities. To all chances.
i need change, i need purification, a cleansed soul.

+ M.i.c.h.l.l.e..l.v.l.e.r.e.d.i.t.h.L.e.e.+ in the mvkn.+

N0 Mvtter What+

From : Passion.x By: SFN.

Michelle Lee Meredith

To you i LOVE

To you i MISS

It is YOU

My beloved Michelle Lee 

im going with the flow im tellin my heart to slow things down to love her slow not fast cause theres time in this world of ours...i rather miss her a thousand years than lose her forever...

bii u mean so much to this man when ever where ever i go im proud to be her man cause no women can please me the way she does him as simple as it has been said as we are to each other...xx

<3 SFN.

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From: Pain ; MLM

To you I've minded,
To you I've attempted.
Its all for you, one person.

For i've never attempt to mind for any soul this hard and this long.
To you, Sylvester Naing, My beloved - every any person one can be...

Everytime i thought of you,
there something i have to change about my self, what is it that tells
me this is beyond attempts, trials, and thoughts, i try hard not to frown and "sleep it off"
but we just wont get it. Only thing thats left, like you said, go with the flow, blind our sights,
become the bliss from ignorance and watch nature shape our welfare, despite it rising
or falling... to promise to accept it and handle with care. speaking from the heart as it have
been since 06.02.11;wed. that call : 10;53- 1:43am where i first cried on the phone with
other people aware. It was that time, that call, where being and feeling too good changed
everything we ever was. we arent stereotypical. cause that buries our treasonable
characteristics. We led us wrong and it'll get worst. Or maybe im the only one
aware as always. but, i dont know how to work on it besides staying blindfolded,
delaying night sleeps so i wont see what needs not seeing, sleeping when the lights
bright so it can have me restore some... its the 26th today and my last weekend to
yonder the aches, the unsolved remedy. But perhaps , ignorance is a bliss, and this will
be my first time walking away from what shouldn't be left hanging.I'll surprise me. 

Syl,
your spirit is lively, & that wont change. But mine fluctuates realistically, i just wish
words, actions, time & space wouldnt be abused. But after all these shaky
words, i still try to sleep well and picture you close by me & no where else.

Some things just wont change, others remain uncertain. But i glad you cross my
mind, even if it was low or high. Syl, for once, i need to try. Hope you remember
23rd feb '11, Monday, 03:30am - 08:03 am... those words/actuality, our firsts, that i will
never forget. chills down my spine. & yet its already Day 23." no matter what
happens, we could still have that cup of coffee cause i'll still kiss your wounds better syl
no matter who i am to you", Day 24, unfinished- one word describes everything. First low.


<3MLM.

Romeo and Juliet. Chosen ones. x

Pg51, 70 " Young men's love then lies, not truly in their hearts. But in their eyes"

Pg19, 180 " Love is smoke made with the fumes of sighs;
Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes;
Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears, what is it else?
a madness most discreet, a choking gal, and a preserving sweet."

Pg18, 140 "but he, his own affections' counselor is to himself - i will not say how true-
but to himself so secret so close, so far from sounding and discovery, as is the bud bit
with an envious worm, ere he can spread his sweet leafs to the air, or dedicate his
beauty to the sun. Could we but learn from whence his sorrow grow, we would as
willingly give cure as know."

Pg27,20 " and , to sink in it, should you burden love- too great oppression for such tender thing"

Pg 32,40 " o, she doth teach the torches to burn bright. It seems she hangs upon the cheek
of night. Like jewel in an Ethiopia's ear- beauty too rich for use, for earth too dear. So
shows a snowy dove trooping with crows, as yonder lady over fellow shows. The
measures done, I'll watch her place of stand... and touching hers, make blessed
my rude hand. Did my heart love till now? Forswear it , sight. For i never saw
true beauty till this night "

Pg19,200 " good night, good night. As parting is such sweet sorrow that i shall
say good night till it be a brighter morrow"