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From : Passion.x By: SFN.
Michelle Lee Meredith
To you i LOVE
To you i MISS
It is YOU
My beloved Michelle Lee
im going with the flow im tellin my heart to slow things down to love her slow not fast cause theres time in this world of ours...i rather miss her a thousand years than lose her forever...
bii u mean so much to this man when ever where ever i go im proud to be her man cause no women can please me the way she does him as simple as it has been said as we are to each other...xx
<3 SFN.
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For i've never attempt to mind for any soul this hard and this long.
To you, Sylvester Naing, My beloved - every any person one can be...
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From: Pain ; MLM
To you I've minded,
To you I've attempted.
Its all for you, one person.
To you I've attempted.
Its all for you, one person.
For i've never attempt to mind for any soul this hard and this long.
To you, Sylvester Naing, My beloved - every any person one can be...
Everytime i thought of you,
there something i have to change about my self, what is it that tells
me this is beyond attempts, trials, and thoughts, i try hard not to frown and "sleep it off"
but we just wont get it. Only thing thats left, like you said, go with the flow, blind our sights,
become the bliss from ignorance and watch nature shape our welfare, despite it rising
or falling... to promise to accept it and handle with care. speaking from the heart as it have
been since 06.02.11;wed. that call : 10;53- 1:43am where i first cried on the phone with
other people aware. It was that time, that call, where being and feeling too good changed
everything we ever was. we arent stereotypical. cause that buries our treasonable
characteristics. We led us wrong and it'll get worst. Or maybe im the only one
aware as always. but, i dont know how to work on it besides staying blindfolded,
delaying night sleeps so i wont see what needs not seeing, sleeping when the lights
bright so it can have me restore some... its the 26th today and my last weekend to
yonder the aches, the unsolved remedy. But perhaps , ignorance is a bliss, and this will
be my first time walking away from what shouldn't be left hanging.I'll surprise me.
Syl,
your spirit is lively, & that wont change. But mine fluctuates realistically, i just wish
words, actions, time & space wouldnt be abused. But after all these shaky
words, i still try to sleep well and picture you close by me & no where else.
Some things just wont change, others remain uncertain. But i glad you cross my
mind, even if it was low or high. Syl, for once, i need to try. Hope you remember
23rd feb '11, Monday, 03:30am - 08:03 am... those words/actuality, our firsts, that i will
never forget. chills down my spine. & yet its already Day 23." no matter what
happens, we could still have that cup of coffee cause i'll still kiss your wounds better syl
no matter who i am to you", Day 24, unfinished- one word describes everything. First low.
<3MLM.
there something i have to change about my self, what is it that tells
me this is beyond attempts, trials, and thoughts, i try hard not to frown and "sleep it off"
but we just wont get it. Only thing thats left, like you said, go with the flow, blind our sights,
become the bliss from ignorance and watch nature shape our welfare, despite it rising
or falling... to promise to accept it and handle with care. speaking from the heart as it have
been since 06.02.11;wed. that call : 10;53- 1:43am where i first cried on the phone with
other people aware. It was that time, that call, where being and feeling too good changed
everything we ever was. we arent stereotypical. cause that buries our treasonable
characteristics. We led us wrong and it'll get worst. Or maybe im the only one
aware as always. but, i dont know how to work on it besides staying blindfolded,
delaying night sleeps so i wont see what needs not seeing, sleeping when the lights
bright so it can have me restore some... its the 26th today and my last weekend to
yonder the aches, the unsolved remedy. But perhaps , ignorance is a bliss, and this will
be my first time walking away from what shouldn't be left hanging.I'll surprise me.
Syl,
your spirit is lively, & that wont change. But mine fluctuates realistically, i just wish
words, actions, time & space wouldnt be abused. But after all these shaky
words, i still try to sleep well and picture you close by me & no where else.
Some things just wont change, others remain uncertain. But i glad you cross my
mind, even if it was low or high. Syl, for once, i need to try. Hope you remember
23rd feb '11, Monday, 03:30am - 08:03 am... those words/actuality, our firsts, that i will
never forget. chills down my spine. & yet its already Day 23." no matter what
happens, we could still have that cup of coffee cause i'll still kiss your wounds better syl
no matter who i am to you", Day 24, unfinished- one word describes everything. First low.
<3MLM.
"why do i picture u so close in my life
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