skipping beats. x

S F N 09August 2010 8:20pm________________________________

it wont be disappointing if its not now or soon, as long as i got her and she got me.. she'd be home sooner then expected. Cause we've been going at this for a while and your the one for me i feel, it is plain to see...

i still laugh cause other guys tryna game ya, they call ya hunny oh boo an try to name ya, but look i aint the guy that try to claim ya, there aint no catch bii u aint gotta worry tell me u need me cause i need you more... tell me to go an i 'll still be here.. i stick around when ur past try to burn me. I'll do the same trust is what you earn to see...

baby, grasp upon the past to future, that's where i wanna conquer to, long we soon dont fear.. we can go anywhere, everywhere cause i dont run i ponder... x

Just want you close where you can stay forever, you can be sure but u cant be certain..  but bii it will only get better.. you and me together, through the days and nights, we dont worry cause it'll be over soon...

* Lady Annabella- need you now...

sigh as if the word beautiful can ever reflect who you truly are cause the thesauraus wont give me a better word... coz bii we're beyond this. I feel it, we feel it, we're almost there baby cause i got you all the way, so smile its okay he . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .Loves u :'] * nyt nyt and kiss her tight like he been doin to teddy  everynight ...x

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10th August 2010  7:55pm______________________________

bby bby bby... No matter how much time goes by... im by ur side bii, always... so , no matter how far apart we are you're always with me, in my heart, but im lonely so baby please just hurry back home.... i'll still be the one u fell in love with, not gonna change  for no one...x

bbby girl, im here, i wont go anywhere- ill be waiting for you, you know that i love u, an thats why u dont need to worry...

but i miss you each day, cause you were so close to me, but the more our distance grew the more we acted busy, but when i close my eyes, when i try to sleep ur always there, an when i thought of u before i sleep, i cried alone wishing i could be with u...

more than the days whose memories are stored in my album, i miss those little moments, an we talks on the phone which started with a lil tear from u and me expressing one emotion an feeling but always turned into a smile and laughter when i fell asleep still holding my phone...

but when i look into ur eyes know what i mean? im waiting for you...i wont go anywhere i'll be here, ill keep searching for ur face when i reach out, feels like i can still touch ur smile..

bii Soba Ni Iru Ne..Aishiteru.. gudnyt..x

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11th Aug 2010   8:20 pm______________________________

Where would i be if i didnt have you and someone to run too... i dont want to run to anyone bii i want to run to you... my life had changed since  you where found.. whenever i was down,.. you were always around.. all my fears... you're here to destroy.. 150510 is our day... never gonna let anyone take you away... never did me wrong... always proved that you're true... i was bless since the day that i found you bii...x

shes my free thinker she has her own religion with her own set of rules. Thats what i love about her the most... despite the beauty she displays without even trying... bii it takes a crazy person to change the world an u did it since day 1 s&m :)

when i talk to u i feel like no one can judge, no one can make me feel the way u make me feel bii.. if i ever lost u there be a reason to it.. but at the end of the day i know u where the one who made me ready, but bii bury that for now cause ur my girl i wanna take care of u and show u whats chit is to me and teach me whats chit is to you.

if shes reading this* picture me by your side an looking directly into ur eyes cause thats where i wanna be when this is all over... i love you bii... x

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M.L.M +11th August :  9:35pm  + _________________________________

baby, every time her phone beeps, her heart skips... hoping it was him, her romeo, her daddy back at home. Cause she wanna hear from him, she wanna feel he's close, buh every time she urge to explode a reaction to ur heart behind those words... boo, its hard... Her body says no, she heart cries now. I only wished u could hear my voice as priviledge as i am to hear urs every night before i sleep, baby oh so pretty, his words... mends my sleep.

Like medication to this love sick, symtoms to a silent crave of reminiscing . Who would've known bii... anyone in this world would mean this much to me. My sleep is a priviledge to missing bii, playlist kicking, mind singing. Dint matter what song was playing boo, all i knew was every lyric every beat played "i'm missing him" all over.

perhaps that is forbidden, but boo the things i need to do has got me far from me. I miss me with chu. baby, i'll be home soon. i'll pray that i wont change, i'll pray that i wont forget a thing, i'll pray that i'd take chances, i'll pray that i'll be happy...the things i wish i could change. .. :'          i know what it means when i say,

i love you boo. i do.     
Sincerely yours, Le.lvleredith+    

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