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Michelle Le Meredith+

When people write, every post seems formal. But as we blog we knew what was said, we knew what was felt, thought , heard or focused on.but forgotten that ONLY "we" ourselves knew what every word here meant. We're in our own world, so please bare, and pardon us. For we only wished one could project our thoughts into pictures... the on going visual sensation that can but never will take many breaths away, because the imaginable isnt in the palm of our hands. Perhaps some day it may be...

Every post is symbolic, is not formal. but only constructed formally for us to associate, reminisce and embody.I'm never a writer, my thoughts has always been and the only loudest form of expression. I hope chance let me dedicate the things i never thought i could say. Hi, i'm Michelle Le Meredith. By the paper i'm Lee Hooi Yi because of my ethical heritage. but through the construction of "my rule/my world", Michelle Lee is in a coma, Michelle Le Meredith is a treatment, and perhaps hoping for a cure. I don't believe in god, i believe whats real.But if god was my conscience, my instincts, my will power, my make-believe, my magic city, then yes i believe... ; The thing is, this world is flood with distorted religious judgements, taken, rewritten from each others'. For what we should know, that we are all right, in ways ONLY benefit ourselves, So ere i am, writing my own rule book, i'm my own government, my own guardian, my own prisoner, my own punnisher, all in one that relies only on one thing to alter and change these personalities- realism.

I'm like water, pour me into any shape any size of any form or space, adaptation. water, the fluid so soft u cant touch, the liquid so smooth u cant grip, the wave so strong u cant fight, the rain drops so unpredictable u cant stop, the tear so translucent you cant read, the ocean reflection so bright so soothing so right you cant fright. I only wish one could understand, no matter how much pain i go through, its my fight. I'm thankful for every rites within this passage, because hope kept me standing, thank you for every day, every wrong& right, every chance, every journey & flight.

Yours truly, llvlL.lvl+